I sat in bed on my phone. My mother was in her room but I think she didn't want to be bothered. It's been almost 2 months since I asked her the stuff about my dad but she hasn't acted right since.
She only goes to work and comes home to go to sleep. I know that's just her being depressed but it's spiraling me into a depression too.
She's my only parent left and she's just not happy right now. Even when I sit in her face and try my best to cheer her up it doesn't work so I've decided to just leave her alone.
I continued to scroll until I got a dm from some random girl. I went to open it and my mouth dropped.
It was a video of her and Jahseh fucking.
???
Isn't he your boyfriend?
This was 2 days ago
No he's not
I huffed and sat down my phone before getting up and getting dressed. I didn't worry too much about my hair and kept it in its messy ponytail, throwing on a hoodie and tights before my slides.
I grabbed my phone off of my bed and stuffed it into my pocket before walking to my mothers room.
"I'm going to Jahseh's" I told her making her turn over and look at me.
"Okay be safe, you coming home tonight right?" She asked and I nodded.
"Yes, I ain't be gone long" I told her and she nodded again.
"Okay I love you."
"I love you too" she told me before I left out the house.
It was a good 20-25 minute walk to Jahseh's which gave me enough time to think. I needed to think before I got there and did something stupid.
Something stupid? But he cheated on me again after not letting me leave the first time and fucking turning me into a dalmatian the same day. Fuck maybe I shouldn't confront him about it maybe I should just turn around.
No, nope I have to stand up for myself. I can't keep letting him walk over me and cheating is something I can't stand on.
Once I was in front of the door I sighed and tried to keep it together before knocking.
I stood for a minute before Stokeley opened the door "oh hi Amia, I thought you were my food" he told me with a chuckle and I shook my head.
"Where's Jahseh?" I asked him which made him raise an eyebrow.
"Um upstairs" he told me and I nodded, walking up to his room.
When I walked in he was laying down on his phone but me coming in made him look up.
"I've been calling you" he told me and I shrugged, looking at my phone to see he had called and text me a few times.
"I was walking, who's Sophia?" I asked him and he shrugged.
"I don't know" he told me and I rolled my eyes, tossing my phone on to his chest.
"Yes you do" I told him which made him sit up and look at me like I was crazy.
"Jahseh stop acting fucking stupid, 2 days ago you fucked a bitch named Sophia right?" I asked him and he started to squint at me.
"Why the hell you talking to me like that?" He asked and I smacked my teeth, snatching the phone off the bed.
"Just like I thought you would do you can't face the fact that you cheated, again. I'm done we aren't together anymore fuck who you want to" I told him but before I could walk out he grabbed my hood which made me fly back.
"Not together?" He asked me, standing over me.
Don't back down Amia, he fucked another girl, you seen it. Even if he hits you, get your ass up and go home.
Home=safety
I shook my head "No Jahseh, I'm not going to keep doing this cheating shit with you. The first time I told you how I felt about and this girl sent me a whole video asking if you were my boyfriend. That's embarrassing and I'm not dealing with it" I told him which made him grab me by my hoodie.
"If you hit me Jahseh I'm hitting you back and we still won't be together" I told him which made him chuckle.
"I understand you trying to be big and bad right now but we going to be together regardless" he told me making me shaking my head.
"No we aren't" I told him which made smack me and just like promised I smacked him back before I was dropped.
I didn't have enough time to catch my breath before he slid me to him by my ankle and forced me to stand up,leaving me pinned against a wall like usual.
"Jahseh I don't want to fight you I just want to go home and be single" I told him and he chuckled.
"Single? You not fucking single Amia!" He yelled at me making me push him back.
"Stop yelling at me and yes I am" I told him before he smacked me again with the other hand.
I punched his chest soon after making him toss me into the door but I stood up again, trying to leave but he grabbed me.
I pulled at his arms before eventually smacking him for him to let me go. It worked but not for long before he kneed me in my stomach making me fall over.
I tried my hardest not to give up though, continuously getting up to fight him back but getting knocked down each time.
Update
7/8/2022
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FanfictionThere was no stopping the feeling once I had already met you. Started: April 29,2019