If I hadn't learned my lesson before last night definitely gave me the lesson I needed. My cheek hurt anytime I turned to that side of my face along with my side which made sleeping difficult.
I barely got any sleep while Jahseh slept beside me, holding on to my body so I couldn't move.
My body just hurt so bad and so did my mental. I didn't know what to do in this situation. My mothers advice worked, you listen and he doesn't hit you but when other people don't know his rules that doesn't matter.
My mothers voice made me sit up quickly because I realized Jahseh was sleeping beside me. He's not supposed to spend the night.
"Jahseh" I whispered, shaking him.
"What" he mumbled, turning over.
"You not supposed to be sleeping here" I reminded him and he nodded before sitting up.
"Well fuck" he chuckled getting out the bed.
"Come with me" he told me and I shook my head.
"I want to stay home" I told him making him look over at me.
"My cheek is starting to bruise Seh, I don't want to go anywhere" I told him and he nodded.
"Put your hair down" he told me making me sigh but I nodded.
"I still don't want to leave Jahseh" I told him and he nodded.
I especially didn't want to leave with him.
"Let me see" he spoke, standing at the edge of the bed.
"See what?" I asked him.
"Where I hurt you" he told me making me nod and I went towards him.
He lifted my head and looked over at my cheek before sighed and then lifting my shirt to see the rest.
He put my shirt back down and shook his head before letting me backup.
"I'm sorry baby" he apologized which made me furrow my eyebrows.
"Don't try to lie to me Jahseh, you did it on purpose" I told him which made him nod.
"I didn't say I didn't, I'm sorry it bruised you" he spoke making me roll my eyes.
Before anything else could be said my mom opened the door and looked between me and Jahseh, raising an eyebrow.
"He stayed the night?" She asked me and I nodded slowly.
"Not on purpose, he's leaving" I told her and she looked over me again before nodding.
"It's okay" she spoke before leaving out of the room.
I sighed and laid back in my pillow, hissing because I laid on the wrong side.
"You coming?" Jahseh asked and I shook my head.
"Think it'll be better for me to stay in the house today" I told him making him smack his teeth.
"Come on" he told me and I shook my head.
"No" I told him making him grab me by my ankle and pull my down to him.
"Get dressed and come with me" he told me making me sigh and stand up off of the bed.
I walked into the bathroom to see my bruised cheek, telling me to go ahead and put my hair down before moisturizing it.
After doing my other hygiene stuff I stepped out the bathroom and changed into my sweater and pants.
Can't wear a crop top because everything will be seen. Can't wear a regular shirt because my chest and wrist will be seen so wearing a sweater is smart because everything is covered.
Not like anyone would care anyways because Jahseh did it.
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