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Sitting up in the middle of the night I decided to go to Amia's Instagram because sometimes it helps me sleep but when I went I seen she had a whole new photo posted.
She looked great in it making me sigh.
I haven't seen her in forever even though she got my charges dropped, she's hiding from me.
After my charges were dropped I went to Trippie house to get her and to thank her but they told me she hadn't been there in months. I don't want to push her into seeing me or taking her so I dropped it after that.
I mean the only other place I know she could be is her moms and I know better then to go there. My therapist told me that I should wait for her to reach out to me but it's hard.
I took a breath and looked at the picture wanting so badly to just go to her dms and text her. I mean what's the worse that could happen?
She'll more than likely just ignore me because she's already hiding from me.
But I can't it'll show that I've been thinking about her and watching her, I mean I don't even follow her then just to dm her out of no where would be crazy.
I sucked my teeth and sat my phone down on my dresser so that I didn't text her.
I have to distract myself because seeing that she was active on the internet was going to make me start chasing her again.
This is why I go to therapy and shit.
I can't push her away again, I'm trying to get better so that I don't lose her once I get her again, if I do.
Seems like I won't.
"Aye my nigga, you ain't been on in a minute!" Craig yelled through the mic making me chuckle.
"Nah I been working" I told him and he sucked his teeth.
"Nah nigga yo ass got some new pussy" he told me making me laugh.
"Yeah the fuck right."
"Oh so she came back?" He asked me.
"Man I told you I been working. You trying to play the game or not?" I asked him, beginning to get pissed off.
I hate when people ask me about Amia because I feel like they're trying to be funny. Especially Trippie because I know Jasmine still talks to her so Trippie got to know something.
At least where she is, there's no way she's still in Florida. Her mom house is down the street, I would've seen her by now if she was still here.
"You being ass right now vro, yo ass need to go to sleep" Craig told me making me suck my teeth.
"Fuck you bitch."
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