I wasn't too sure about what to do anymore. I wanted to get Jahseh back and for him to see it bright and loud in his face like I did but that seemed like a lot to do.
But I want him hurt, at least his feelings.
I needed to get up and get out but being in North Carolina made that hard, I don't know anyone here and because I don't stay on campus it's hard to meet them with most classes being on the computer.
So I'm just stuck in the house, bored.
After sitting on my phone for hours I seen an email pop up making me furrow my eyebrows and let my eyes skim it.
The subject said "unblock me" making me giggle before opening it.
You being childish unblock me. You acting like I can't work.
I rolled my eyes at the email, staring at it for awhile before deciding to answer.
In my subject I put "no" before typing out the email.
I'm done, I'm over you.
That was definitely a lie but whatever. He's not going to just tell me he was "working" with her I'm not that damn dumb.
I shook my head at it, about to get up when my phone started to ring making me furrow my eyebrows but I answered.
"Hello?" I answered hearing him sigh.
"Honestly Amia you got me fucked up, you talking to somebody else?" He asked me making me scoff.
"Leave me the fuck alone Jahseh" I spoke before hanging up on him.
I'm not doing this again.
Before I could even calm down another number started to call me and I want to decline it but it could be someone I need to talk to so I just let it ring. That way if it was something about business they'd just think I wasn't able to answer and would leave a message.
But instead I got a text.
Answer your fucking phone Delivered
Why are you messing with me? Read 3:40pm
You blocked me Delivered
Correct because I'm done and seems like that would be fine with you Read 3:40pm
Amia don't fucking play with me Delivered
You don't even know where I live Jahseh let it go Read 3:40pm
I didn't get another text but I got a call that I sighed and just answered.
"You act like I can't find you" he told me making me sigh.
"Jahseh what do you want from me? I didn't want to leave you alone and you told me to and now I'm trying and you're messing with me, don't you have other girls to go mess with?"
"I do shit for my image Amia you know that" he continued making me hum.
"So ignoring me for a week was for your image and walking around with some girl who knows your mom was too. I don't know your mom Jahseh" I told him.
"Oh so that shit hurt your feelings huh?" He asked making me roll my eyes.
"Yeah but guess what I don't give a fuck about it anymore Jahseh it hurt for 2 minutes but honestly I don't want anything to do with you anymore. I don't give a fuck what you do you're not even Jahseh to me anymore you're X so stop fucking calling me."
Update
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
