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I sat on my phone, glancing up at Jahseh who was playing the game. He's been acting weird all night.
He wants me near him but he's not really paying me any attention. He seems like he's thinking and I wonder what it's about.
He just keeps breaking off and staring into space and I don't like it, it makes me more uncomfortable than him hitting me.
"Jahseh" I called making him look back at me.
"I want attention" I told him and he nodded, leaning back.
"Come sit in my lap" he told me and I nodded, making me way to where he was and sitting in his lap.
Once I was placed in his lap he went back to the game and I went back to my phone.
I couldn't help but to think about how he was acting though, he was too quiet.
I put down my phone and looked up at him, trying to read him like he does me. I just wish sometimes I could crawl into his mind and figure out what was happening. We only weren't around each other for maybe two days and he comes back acting like this.
"What?" He asked me, not looking down but staying on the game.
"Why're you staring at me?" He asked again, glancing down at me before returning to the game.
"You are acting different" I told him making him furrow his eyebrows.
"How?" He asked.
I shrugged "you're being too quiet" I told him and he nodded.
"I'm thinking" he told me and I nodded, playing with his chain.
"About what?" I asked making him glance down at me before looking back up and sighing.
"Please tell me Jahseh, I don't like this" I told him.
"It's okay Amia, don't worry about it" he told me making me smack my teeth.
"But you aren't talking to me, it has to be bothering you" I whined.
He looked at me for a minute before speaking "I don't want your mom making us break up" he told me and I nodded.
"She said she won't Jahseh as long as I don't have anymore bruises" I told him and he sighed.
"What I'm saying is that's not a guarantee with us" he told me making me sit up.
"Why isn't it?" I asked, tilting my head.
"You don't listen Amia" he told me in duh tone before rolling his eyes.
"We'll then we won't be together long" I told him making him raise an eyebrow at me before he chuckled and rolled me off of him.
"This why I didn't want to talk to you, our relationship is a game to you!" He yelled making me back up.
"No it's not I'm just stating the obvious, if I don't listen you'll hit me and if you hit me were done" I told him and he sucked his teeth, throwing down the controller.
I watched as he walked away from me, slamming his fist into the wall.
"Fuck!" He yelled before starting to throw stuff around the room.
I started to hear things shatter so I sat in the corner I was in, covering myself. I would be a liar right now if I said I wasn't scared.
I can see he's trying not to hit me but this probably is not the best solution. He's fucking up his room and I'm starting shake.
I decided to get up and calm him down, walking over broken glass to get to him I seen him sitting in the middle of the floor with his head in his lap, crying.
I didn't say anything I just sat beside him and laid his head in my lap. I wiped his tears before catching him staring at me which made my cheeks rosy.
"I'm sorry Jahseh, I didn't mean to upset you" I told him and he nodded.
"It's okay, I have to accept that if she sees a bruise you'll be gone."
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