We've been in New York for a minute now and I want to go home. I mean I'm uncomfortable because Jahseh is here doing business stuff which is fine but the way he's starting to act towards me makes me want to leave.
I'm scared all over again and I don't like it. So I booked my own flight home. I leave tomorrow morning hopefully nothing happens between now and then.
"Why you looking like that?" Jahseh asked me making me shake my head.
Probably wasn't a good idea to come up here with him.
"Whats bothering you?" He asked me again and I shook my head.
"Nothing" I told him, sitting back more in my seat in hopes of seeming calm.
"You acting weird" he told me making me look at him and shake my head.
"Yes you are. What you got planned?" He asked me before placing his hand on my thigh.
"Nothing Jahseh" I spoke and he got silent.
The rest of the ride he stayed like that and it didn't make me feel no better. When we got back to the penthouse I contemplated getting out the car because I was scared but Jahseh opened my door for me.
I got out the car and followed him silently into the house. My chest felt weird, honestly I felt like I'd pass out soon.
Once the door closed the room felt like it started to spin before Jahseh grabbed me.
"Why you acting weird?" He asked me and I shook my head.
"I'm not Jahseh, please get off" I spoke trying to catch my breath.
He rolled his eyes and pushed me away from him before walking away.
"If you doing some fuck shit Amia I know I'll be breaking my promise but that shit out of hand. I'm already trying with you and this being nice to everybody shit" he told me and I nodded.
"See that's why I'm acting different because I knew you were planning on doing something to me" I told him and he shook his head.
"I'm not planning shit but if you keep playing with me I'll do it and you know that!" He yelled, walking back towards me.
"If you hit me Jahseh I'm not letting it go like last time" I told him and he shrugged, stopping in front of me.
My heart raced as I looked down at his shoes, feeling myself begin to cry. Before anything else could be said he lifted my head to look at him.
"You know my rules Amia" he told me and I nodded.
"Then stop playing with me, I let it slide those couple of times but you taking this shit too far now. You can continue being friends with Chloe but that's your only friend" he told me and I shook my head.
"No?"
"No Jahseh I told you I'm not doing this with you this time, I can't do this. If that's what you want that's fine but me and you are no longer together" I told him making him step back and chuckle.
"It's the fact that you think you got a damn choice" he told me.
"I do, I'm not staying with you controlling me and hitting me all the time."
"You don't have to tell me yes or no" I told him trying to move around him but he pushed me down.
I stood up and ran this time, locking myself in the room.
"You scared?" He asked with a chuckle.
I shook my head but yes I was.
"You promised me you wouldn't do this shit this time Jahseh" I told him, holding back my tears.
"And I'm not just listen to the shit I told you!" He yelled through the door.
"I'm calling the police."
"Yeah right Amia."
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