Jahseh's guess on us being split up was correct, but they didn't take me away from him exactly how he'd expected, they arrested him.
It effected me more than it should've honestly. I shouldn't care at all, he's finally out of my face. But theway he treated me and himself before they came and got him actually made me have feelings for him.
He was soft, he never showed me that before but he was. So many times I just had to hold him from him crying. His anger remained the same though except he didn't take it out on me anymore he took it out on the house.
I think the thought of him being forced away from me sunk into his mind and he just couldn't handle all of his emotions at once.
Currently they were trying to get me to write a whole new statement up on Jahseh but I refused. This time because I know Jahseh mentally can't handle jail.
He does need to be away from me though. I think it would help him.
"Amia" the detective sighed.
"Once again we're just trying to do this for your protection" she told me and I nodded, yawning.
"I'm fine" I told her and she nodded.
"I understand that and we want to make sure it stays that way for you, don't want him finding you again" she told me and I nodded.
"I understand what you're trying to say but I'm still not writing this statement" I told her pushing the paper to her.
She nodded "last time you were more than happy to, why not this one?" She asked me and I shrugged.
I know she's just fishing for something to use and I wasn't giving it to her.
"Did he tell you not to?" She asked making me scoff.
"Can I go now?" I asked and she sighed but nodded.
I stood up and left out of the building, going outside and sitting in Jasmine's car.
"How'd it go?" She asked and I shrugged.
"It was okay" I told her and she nodded, starting to drive off before sighing.
"So I'm confused, when you said he wasn't hitting you that was a lie or like was that the first time?" She asked me but she spoke before I could.
"You don't have to answer the question if it bothers you" she told me and I nodded.
"I lied" I told her and she nodded.
She's been letting me stay with her because even though my mom helped me by telling on Jahseh she still won't let me stay with her but I'm not pushing it. I don't understand what I've done wrong but whatever it was is enough for her to push me away.
Staying with her was fine but when her and Trippie argue it kind of scares me. I've never seen him physically hurt her or heard anything like he was. But the things that they say back and forth to each other is scary.
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