"Let me go Jahseh" I cried as he sat on top of my legs and held my arms.
It hurt my back that had been smashed into the door knob.
He shook his head at me, moving his jaw around because I had just put all my force into punching him.
"I want to go home!" I yelled at him and he shrugged.
His shook his head again before looking away from me.
I still tired moving from under him, getting frustrated because my body wasn't any more free from when I started.
"Oh my god let me go" I spoke, starting to cry.
He shook his head "I swear if you hit me again Amia."
"I don't want to hit you, I want to leave" I told him and he still shook his head.
"You not going home" he told me and I shook my head this time.
"Yes I am, I don't even want to be with you anymore" I told him and he laughed.
"I don't give a fuck Amia, I don't so stop saying it to me" he told me and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"You should Jahseh" I told him and he shook his head.
"But I don't because that bullshit don't matter, you're going to be with me anyway" he told me making me smack my teeth.
"You can't force me to be with you Jahseh" I told him, once again trying to move from under him.
"And could you please got off me!" I yelled while he just looked at me like I was crazy.
I smacked my teeth and wiggled a little more before I started to get hot. I was hot and couldn't move no matter how hard I tried and the lead to me crying.
"Jahseh please get off of me. I just want to go home" I cried and he sighed and grabbed both of my hands in one of his before leaning over and placing his head on mine, using the other to wipe my tears.
He's really not letting me up right now.
"You really trying to leave me?" He asked, looking in my eyes.
I nodded just for him to shake his head after which only frustrated me more.
"You cheated on me, again" I told him but he had no reaction.
"It's not fair Jahseh" I spoke before crying again.
"I get in trouble for texting but you've cheated on me two times and I can't leave you?" I asked and he sighed.
"I know I fucked up Amia but you can't leave me, don't give up on me" he told me, beginning to cry.
And fuck here I am, being pulled in. I want to leave him but I can't, it's like he has a spell on me.
"Let me up" I told him and he sighed and finally did.
I stood up and sighed, sitting on the bed before putting my head in my hands and drifting into my thoughts.
What kind of hold does this boy have on me?
In the midst of me thinking I felt him lay his head on my lap so I uncovered my face.
"Do you love me?" He asked me and I nodded.
Even if it was literally hurting me I do love him.
"Then stop trying to leave me."
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