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Sitting at home I constantly checked my phone to see if one message was Jahseh but once again they weren't.
I left from his house a whole week ago and he hasn't talked to me since. I'm trying my best not say anything either because he'll more than likely use it against me.
I sighed going to my Instagram to buy myself sometime. I wanted to take Instagram seriously, get revenue from it but most of my followers are Jahseh's fans.
Opening my app all of the notifications that I should get started to come through but because I have the notifications off for Instagram they don't unless I click the app.
Clicking on them I seen I was tagged in a photo more than 200 times making me furrow my eyebrows but I opened it to see what it was.
It was a photo of Jahseh at some awards show wearing a mask with a white girl on his arm and older black lady on the other.
Reading the caption it said "XXXTENTACION at the BET awards with new girlfriend and mom" my eyes popped at the caption.
"How the fuck she meet his mom before me? He told me he doesn't even talk to her" I mumbled to myself before staring at the picture more, feeling myself began to get more and more pissed off.
I sighed and slammed my phone down "it's okay, it's okay, y'all not even together anymore" I told myself.
"But he JUST fucked me it hasn't even been a month and he talking to another bitch! What the fuck type of shit is this?!" I began to yell, tossing my stuff off my bed.
Thinking about it pissed me off so bad I began to cry but in the midst of it Jasmine FaceTimed me. I pressed ignore and place my phone on do not disturb.
I can't talk to anyone right now.
This is it this is the last straw, this is too much. How are you going to get mad at me because you want us to be back together but I don't and then start fucking another bitch a fucking week after. No he's been messing with her.
She looks comfortable around him and apparently knows his mom, great. This is not supposed to hurt my feelings like this but it does.
Wiping my tears I picked up my phone and began to text him a long paragraph about how I felt but I ended up erasing it. I decided to just block him, on everything.
If that's what he wants to do then okay, it's fine.
I sighed and sat on my bed, texting Jasmine back.
Are you okay? Delivered
I'm fine just had a moment Read 9:45pm
I didn't want her up worrying about me all night so that's why I text her but I have no intentions on having a full conversation with her.
I need to disconnect for awhile because that's really fucking with me. I can't believe he would do that.
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