It was difficulttrying to get up the next morning because I was pain so I decided not to. This shit hurt bad, turning made me cry. He had no reason to hit me the way he did yesterday. I didn't do anything.
I tried hitting him back the hits didn't do much.
Jahseh wasn't here right, I don't know where he is but I heard the door close earlier.
Him leaving made me feel like getting up and taking my shower should be done right now but I'm still laying back down once I'm done.
I sighed and whimpered getting up from the bed, letting my tears fall. I refuse to look at myself, I already know I'm going to be disgusted.
Fuck I hate him.
I don't know how I keep letting him pull be back in just to be in the same situation.
I got in the shower and let the water just run over me at first before I started to wash. As I washed I seen the bruises that had formed making me shake my head.
What the fuck did I do to deserve all this? My parents didn't even hit me this much as a child.
As I continued to wash I heard the front door close making me nervous. I stayed silent and listened for more movements to hear the stairs and the next door.
Once I heard that I cut off the shower water to get out but before I could cover myself he walked in making me jump.
I wrapped myself up while he just looked at me making me shake my head.
"Please leave me alone Jahseh, I just want to go back to sleep" I told him before walking in the room.
"You just going to sleep all day?" He asked and I nodded.
"Yes, I'm in pain and I just want to sleep" I told him and he nodded.
I dropped the towel before throwing on his clothes and laying back in the bed, cuddling up to a pillow.
"We gotta talk before you go back to sleep" he told me making me furrow my eyebrows but look at him.
"About what?" I asked him.
"About when we get back to Florida" he told me and I nodded.
"I know yo ass going to try to leave and I'm just going to tell you now, you better make sure I don't find you if you do" he told me making me smack my teeth.
"Jahseh you want to kidnap me and abuse me what kind of shit is this?" I asked him, beginning to get loud.
"You said you changed and all this other bullshit to me before doing worse" I told him.
"Watch how you are talking to me Amia" he told me making me suck my teeth so he popped me in my mouth which made me furrow my eyebrows.
"I warned you, you don't want to get hit? Then shut the fuck up and listen" he told me and I nodded, placing my head down.
"You hungry?" He asked and I shook my head, making myself comfortable in the bed again.
I just want to wake up from this and find out this is all fake.
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