Omniscient
It had only been 2 days since Jahseh forced Amia back with him and things hadn't gotten any better yet.
They'd just fought because she told him that the police had somewhat of a statement from her and he didn't like that she finally told. So they fought about her going up there to get rid of it.
Amia sat in the closet, waiting for Jahseh to enter the room, it was a very poor attempt at hiding but she just needed to buy herself some time.
Her breathing hitched as he entered the room, holding the knife tightly in her hand.
"Where the fuck you at?" He spoke in groggy voice before turning his back and going to check the bathroom which made her leave out the closet and run behind him to attack him, surprised when he turned around.
He didn't have enough time to realize what was in her hand before he grabbed her, slicing his own arm.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" He asked her, now letting her go and grabbing her arm that held the knife with his arm that was leaking blood.
"You trying to kill me?" He asked her and she nodded, wiping her eyes.
"I can't do this anymore Jahseh" she told him and he nodded, letting her go.
"Kill me then" he told her, backing up to give her full access of his body.
He knew she wouldn't do it for real, especially with the fact that he was already bleeding.
Her breathing remained heavy as she stood in front of him with the knife in her hand. She shook her head and started to cry looking at his blood that leaked on to the floor.
She wanted to execute the plan badly but she knew she couldn't. She didn't have the courage to kill him, she already felt bad for the cut going down his arm.
"What are you waiting for?" He asked her, walking up to her which made her back up until she couldn't anymore.
She held the knife at his stomach, trying to insure that he didn't move closer.
"If you want to do it then do it" he told her and she shook her head.
"Why not?" He asked her, lifting her head so she'd look at him.
Once she did her hot tears only came faster.
"I just want you leave me alone, I don't want to kill you" she told him and he nodded.
"But that's the only way I'll leave you alone" he told her with a smirk.
"I don't give a fuck about no police, your mom, nobody. You want me to leave you alone? Then I'm going to have to be dead" he told her.
She looked up at him, seeing the seriousness in his face made her nervous.
"I'm not going to kill you Jahseh" she told him making him nod and take the knife out of her hand, tossing it across the room.
Now she didn't have weapon so she was scared. But he was tired so she didn't have to be.
He backed away from her and walked into the bathroom with a sigh, starting shower water.
"Come here!" He yelled at her making her jump but slowly go into the bathroom.
When she got in the bathroom he was already in the shower, sticking his head out to see blood in her hair and some on her bruised arm.
"Get in" he told her and she was nervous about it but did it anyway.
Once she got in he placed her in front of him, starting to wash the blood off of her before pulling her hair back.
"If you ever do that shit again Amia you better kill me" he told her but she didn't respond.
He let her head go making her look down at her feet. She herself was upset that she didn't kill him but she knew she couldn't do that.
"Will you kill me?" She asked him, turning around and looking up at him.
He shook his head "I keep telling you if I wanted to it would've already happened by now" he assured her and she nodded.
"Why not?" She asked him.
"Because I love you" he told her and she shook her head at him, placing her forehead on his wet chest.
"I don't think you love me Jahseh" she told him making him furrow his eyebrows.
He didn't know why she felt that way and he's literally constantly gone out of his way to have her. He did illegal shit to make sure nobody else fucked with her.
"Why?" He asked.
"Because you don't, you're obsessed with me but you don't love me" she answered and he nodded.
He knew that but he didn't mind it, it was another form of love in his eyes.
Update
7/20/2022
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FanfictionThere was no stopping the feeling once I had already met you. Started: April 29,2019