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Amina sat in her bed, staring into space as Jahseh sat beside her on his phone. Her heart skipped as she thought about going to her dream school. She wondered if she'd regret not going because of Jahseh later.
She felt like something was off but felt guilty for thinking that since Jahseh had done so much for her. He'd killed for her, three times now. She couldn't prove he'd done anything to the boys besides the feeling she got.
She remembered the text she'd got from Ciara about Isaiah being missing and her begging for help and now James had disappeared along with his friend, Michael, who recorded.
She wasn't scared of Jahseh but her stomach got this queasy feeling around him while the rest of her craved him. He protected her and she'd never had that from a boy before. The queasy feeling and her leaving for college made her feel guilty because of it.
"You okay?" He asked her making come back.
She looked over at him and nodded before placing her head down.
"What's wrong?" He asked, lifting her head up.
"Nothing" she told him again.
He squinted his eyes at her making her look away.
"What's up? Talk to me" he told her but she didn't want to.
"Jahseh..." she trailed off because she didn't want to say anything about it but she knew he wouldn't leave her alone.
"What have you been doing with the boys th-" she started to ask but he cut her off.
"We aren't talking about that" he cut her off making her furrow her eyebrows.
"I did what I had to do, that's it and that's all" he told her making her nod.
"Why does it matter?" He asked her and she shrugged.
"I just want to know" she answered and he shook his head.
He looked away from the girl, knowing that if she knew what he'd done to the boys she'd be traumatized and afraid she'd push him away.
He knew if she pushed him away that would be his final straw. He wasn't letting her let him go and he wasn't going to let go of her.
He thought about what he had done to the boys who'd messed with her and shook his head. He'd be in so much shit if he got caught but he felt like the guys around here were starting to get the memo.
Amia was Jahseh's and if they fucked with her they'd get fucked up.
That's partially why he didn't want her going to North Carolina. He didn't have that type of pull there. If he'd start killing there he'd have no one to cover his tracks.
He got out of his thoughts by feeling Amina laying on his lap.
"I'm sorry for asking" she told him making him look down at her.
He placed his phone down beside him before sighing and putting his hands in her hair. He felt as if he came in her life at the right time. He had to protect her and tell her what was right and wrong to do or she'd get hurt again.
"It's okay you were just a little curious" he told her as he ran his hands thru her hair.
She nodded and closed her eyes as he did it.
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