I let my eyes search around us, taking in who was here. I knew most of the group but some of these guys were foreign to me.
Sitting here only made me think about just getting up and leaving to go home but I knew I couldn't. I had no money, no one to ask to take me that wouldn't ask Jahseh first, and I couldn't ask Jahseh.
On the bright side I was outside of the house. It was getting tiring just constantly sitting in the house.
I'm not to sure about what the event was today but I think they're just hanging out. I mean the regular Danny, Stokeley, Ming, and Dj were here but I didn't know these other people that seemed to blend in with the group.
One was stout light skin dude with tattoos on him. I seen one said 14 but I tried not to look at him too much because I didn't want Jahseh mad at me.
"You're super quiet" the girl that came in with the 14 boy told me.
I smiled and nodded at her "I'm just shy" I told her making her tilt her head at me and sit beside me.
"Then how'd you start dating a rapper?" She asked making me shrug.
"You can't be shy for that?" I asked her and she shook her head.
"Gotta be a little out there" she told me making me raise an eyebrow and nod.
"Who are you dating anyway?" She asked making me look back at her.
"X" I told her and she nodded.
"Oh he's cute, seems like he would be controlling though" she spoke.
"Is he?" She asked making me look up at Jahseh.
I looked away and shook my head "no" I lied and she nodded.
It was quiet for awhile before she spoke again "so when did you guys start dating? I'm usually the only girl at these meetings."
"We've been on and off for a little" I told her and she nodded.
"Aye don't be sitting over here trying to turn my girl into a hoe" Jahseh spoke making me look up at him.
The girl sucked her teeth "she's barely talking to me I highly doubt she can be a hoe" she rolled her eyes at him before getting up making Jahseh sit down.
"You okay?" He asked and I nodded.
"I'm hungry" I told him and he nodded.
"Okay well I'm going to get something to eat in a little, that's fine?" He asked and I nodded.
I mean if I say no then what?
He nodded and got up from the couch leaving me alone in my thoughts again because I don't have a phone so I can't entertain myself.
So I looked over into the kitchen, trying to see if I could see anything from over here even though I know my eyes are trash. It gave me something to do I guess, like a game.
"Oh I forgot" Jahseh spoke, sitting his phone in my lap but giving me a look that told me not to do anything.
I looked down at his phone in my lap for a minute before picking it up and unlocking it. My mind wandered a little once I was in the phone making me go to his notes instead of an actual app.
I want to know his thoughts.
The first one was just a random note but as I started to go through them I shook my head.
6/2/2017 Lucas
5/31/2017 Still talking back
5/1/2017 School will be out soon take her to New York
3/10/2017 She got her mom to trust you
3/5/2017 She's spending a lot of time with you it should be easier now
2/25/2017 She's still scared of you
2/16/2017 She talks to niggas now because she hasn't been around you. Stay calm until it's time
2/13/2017 She talks back now but you can fix it
2/2/2017 She's going to a locals party
1/31/2017 She's around a new girl
1/23/2017 It's almost a year and if she doesn't make a move soon you'll have to. She's 18 now not much her mother can stop
1/20/2017 She does her makeup now
1/19/2017 Her hair has gotten longer
I looked up at Jahseh who was watching me making me raise an eyebrow before he got up and started to come towards me so I exited out of the app and made it seem like I wasn't on it. I started to play subway surfer.
I looked up again to see that Stokeley had stopped him to talk making me sigh.
I sighed and actually got into the game.
After awhile Jahseh sat beside me making my heart thump.
"What you doing?" He asked me making me tilt the phone towards him.
He chuckled "okay, you ready to eat?" He asked and I nodded.
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