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notamia pretty in pink 💕
Getting back on Instagram honestly helped boost my confidence because for awhile I hated looking at myself but now I'm starting to get everything together.
I decided to go ahead and move to North Carolina because that's where I wanted to be from the start. If Jahseh never told me not to go I would've been here a long time ago.
But now I'm here at my dream college and happy. It took me awhile to be happy again.
It took me 3 years exactly to get from under him but now that I was I had no plans in going back. That's how I messed up the first time. I trusted him.
I'm not even interested in dating anymore because of all that.
"Bitch he's fine" Jasmine told me, putting her phone in my face making me scrunch up my face.
The boy was alright looking.
She sucked her teeth "you don't ever like anyone" she told me making me shake my head.
"Yes I do just not the ones you show me" I told her and she rolled her eyes.
"Bitch we got the same type you just hard to impress" she told me and I shook my head.
"We do not have the same type, that was mistake, we don't talk about that" I told her and she chuckled.
"A mistake Amia? For over 2 years?" She asked me making me suck my teeth.
"Chill on me."
She nodded and got quiet for a bit, typing on her phone "you should come back to Florida with me" she told me, still looking at her phone while I looked at her like she was insane.
"I know you looking at me like I'm crazy" she chuckled before looking up at me.
"Listen my little sister is coming down though and I want her to meet my bestie" she told me making me shrug.
"So why can't you both come here?" I asked her.
"Because she also has to get to know Michael because he's my boyfriend" she told me making me roll my eyes.
"Please, there's a very low chance he'll even see you" she told me.
"No it's not, he's crazy he'll find me somehow if Trippie tells him I'm there" I told her and she nodded,
"So we just won't let Trippie know" she told me before looking at me with pleading eyes making me roll mine.
"When is she coming?" I asked making her smile grow.
"Next week" she told me and I nodded.
"You lucky I don't got school" I told her.
"Yay so you'll come?" She asked and I nodded.
"But don't tell Trippie" I told her and she nodded.
"I promise I won't cause I hate X" she told me making me nod.
I hate him too.
"So how long you staying here?" I asked her and she shrugged.
"I really just came to see you" she told me honestly making me nod.
"But I think I'll stay up here 2 more days so we can have some more fun before we have to babysit" she told me with a giggle.
I nodded "yeah we can go to the club or something" I told her and she nodded.
"Hell yeah shake some ass" she spoke getting loud making me shake my head.
"Yeah right Trippie will have your head" I told her, giggling.
She smacked her teeth "not if I shake it on you" she told me and I nodded.
"True."
We stayed in my apartment talking until Jasmine had to go because she had other people to go see.
Jasmine is the friend that I didn't know I needed. Honestly she helped me so much with my situation, right when I needed her because my mom quit on me.
She still hasn't talked to me, I've been updating her but I think she still doesn't trust that I'm done with him.
It hurts but I understand now that she's just really tired of me, she wanted to help but you can't help somebody who doesn't want the help.
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