After talking to my mom she decided she wanted to see me and she wanted me to attend an up coming dinner which means I'll have to go down to Florida.
I haven't been back to Florida since the situation with Jahseh. The times that I've seen Jasmine she's came to me and I tried to get my mom to do the same thing but she insisted on me coming there because she didn't want to completely move the dinner.
It made sense but I don't want to go to Florida.
"So when you leaving?" Travis asked me from over the phone while I packed my bag.
I propped him up so he could see me before answering.
"In a few days" I told him and he nodded, looking down at his phone.
"Can I come pick you up?" He asked me making me furrow my eyebrows.
"For what?" I asked him and he shrugged.
"For us to spend time together because I got hella practices starting the day after tomorrow. I want to get to see you before that" he told me making me blush.
"Okay but where we going?" I asked him and he shrugged.
"We can go to the movies or something" he told me and I nodded.
"Okay I just need sometime to get ready" I told him and he nodded.
"Take your time, I'm not rushing you" he told me making me nod.
"I'll see you when you get here" I told him and he nodded.
"Ight just text me when you're done in the shower and I'll be on my way" he told me before hanging up.
Once he hung up I finished packing some clothes before starting my shower water and getting in.
My past with Jahseh makes me feel like Travis does everything he does for a big attack to come later but Jasmine tells me I'm just traumatized. It seems too nice at times though.
There's no way he does all of this just because he thinks I'm pretty and likes me, it's unbelievable.
After my shower I took care of the rest of my hygiene stuff before getting dressed. He isn't to sure about what to do but he said movies so I decided on jeans and a crop top.
Looking at myself in my mirror to check the outfit I realized this was the crop top I tried to wear the day after me and Jahseh's anniversary, my imagination putting the old bruises on my body now.
Staring at myself for awhile I decided against the top and wore a different one, getting a bad feeling from that one.
Once I was finally dressed I text Travis so that he'd come.
Hopefully we have fun and it takes my mind off of the things Jahseh did. I mean it's the past and something I no longer have to worry about because it's it something I'll ever put myself through again.
Once Travis got here I went downstairs to let him in, not trying to show that I was now uncomfortable and upset because he said he doesn't like me being uncomfortable around him.
"So you got anything you want to see?" He asked me and I shook my head making him nod and look over me.
"You okay?" He asked and I nodded.
"You sure? We don't have to go out if you don't want to" he told me and I nodded.
"I'm fine, we can still go out" I told him making him raise an eyebrow.
"You sure Amia?" he asked me and I nodded.
"Okay then lets try to have fun."
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