Jahseh
"Why'd you beat up Jordan?" Amia asked me, not taking her eyes off the tv.
"When we're you going to tell me he was still texting you?" I asked her and she looked at me and furrowed her eyebrows.
"I didn't know, I blocked him" she told me and I nodded.
She probably really didn't know but I was looking for that shit.
"Wassup with all these niggas in yo phone though?" I asked, thinking about all the niggas I responded to.
She shrugged " it's mostly my Instagram, I just ignore it."
I nodded and got silent. I like to get lost in my thoughts a lot, keeps me stable sometimes but other times it takes me the complete wrong way.
"You talked to your mom?" I asked her and she glared at me.
"It's 2 in the morning Jahseh, no" she spoke making me chuckle.
"My bad, I ain't realize what time it was."
"So how are you feeling right now?" I asked her and she shrugged.
"Kinda empty, lost the most important man in my life but I can breathe through it" she answered.
I could only imagine her feelings right now and I hope I don't add to that. I know I'm going to fuck up and do something that'll upset her more while she's with me but it's only in my nature. I'm surprised me going through her phone didn't upset her but I'm okay with it.
Guess it means she really doesn't have anything to hide.
"Can you hold me?" She asked me making me snap back and look over at her.
"Yeah" I agreed, getting under the covers and holding her.
Looking over I seen her box of food sitting open and barely anything was eaten.
"Why you ain't eat?" I asked, looking down at her.
"I can't" she sighed.
I nodded and pulled her closer to me, laying my chin on the top of her head.
"You okay?" She asked me and I nodded.
"Why wouldn't I be?" I asked her and she shrugged.
"You did just get into a fight" she reminded me and I nodded.
"That fight didn't bother me he just needed his ass whooped cause he was disrespectful" I informed her.
"I want to beat his ass again but imma let it go."
"For what?" She asked and I shook my head.
"Don't worry about it, get some sleep" I told her as I yawned.
"I just woke up, I'm not sleepy" she reminded making me nod.
Fuck now I'm not going to able to sleep because if she need some shit one of them niggas gone try to give it to her. Can't let that happen.
"Can I lay on your chest?" She asked me making me nod and change my position so I was on my back.
She laid her head on my chest before curling up the rest of her body on to me.
"You can go to sleep, I won't move. I promise" she told as she began to play with my face.
I nodded but I was still nervous about it. I mean I don't have to be. She has food a drink and a bathroom in here. Plus her phone is in her hand, she shouldn't have to move.
"Okay, please don't leave the room" I told her and she nodded.
"I won't" she told me again as I pulled her in closer.
She started to play with my ear making me smirk because it tickled but it was soothing at the same time.
I rubbed her thigh and pulled it in more, hoping she'd stay in the room while I was sleep.
Update
12/8/2020
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