Waking up from my little nap. I heard Jahseh on the phone with someone but I didn't move and just listened.
"Nah I'm at my girl house right now" he told them before humming.
"Yeah me and Stokes got stuff to record, we'll be over later" he told them before I felt his hand touch my back which made me flinch.
He lifted my shirt a little letting me feel the breeze. I could feel him looking at the bruise but I didn't move still until he moved.
"When did that happen?" He asked me.
"Yesterday when you tossed me into the door" I told him and he nodded.
He sighed and rubbed a hand down his face before "fuck" spoke lowly before standing up.
"Your mom seen it?" He asked and I shook my head.
"I won't let her see it" I told him and he nodded.
"So you want to stay together?" He asked and I shook my head.
"No, I just don't want her to know about it" I told him and he nodded.
"So you still want to break up with me?" He asked and I sighed.
"I don't know Jahseh just leave me alone for now" I told him and bit the inside of his lip before looking at me.
"For how long?" He asked and I shrugged.
"I'm not sure, I just need space right now" I told him.
"Are you messing with someone else" he asked me which made me suck my teeth.
"Only one of us has cheated" I told him and he sucked his teeth.
"Only one of us has been caught the other has just been caught talking to niggas" he told me and started to raise his voice.
"No Jahseh I was 'caught' talking to one man when I was trying to break up with you because you cheated. It's not the same" I responded.
It was quiet for a minute before he stood up and started to get dressed.
Once he was finished he spoke "I'm going to give you your little space but I better not find out anything about you and another nigga, this shit not permanent" he told me while I just nodded.
"Same to you" I told him and he tilted his head at me.
"You not going to let me live that shit down will you?" He asked and I shook my head.
I wouldn't even let him have sex with me, if he thinks I'm dropping this I'm not. This is staying on my mind.
"Okay, give me a kiss before I leave" he told me and I shook my head.
"I don't trust your lips" I told him seriously, backing up from him but he pulled me back in.
"Kiss me" he told me making me scoff before I kissed him.
He nodded at me and left out so I had to go downstairs to lock the door if was 6 in the morning my mom doesn't get off for another hour or so.
Well great now I have space and time to think.
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