I laid under Jahseh, whimpering. It was our anniversary but not a good one. I wasn't to sure about what happened with Jahseh, I did what he asked and still ended up getting beaten up. I want to go home but we are so far from Florida I couldn't walk if I wanted to.
I didn't call my mother to get me because I didn't want her knowing about it. I've just gotten Jahseh back and if mamí seen this that would be done for.
"Seh please let me up" I whimpered, trying to move him off of me.
"No cause you gone runaway again" he told me and I shook my head.
"I promise I won't" I told him making him slowly let me up.
I got from under him and went into the bathroom, locking the door.
"Bruh don't start this shit!" he yelled hitting the door which made me jump.
I let out a shaky breath, trying to calm myself down. I don't even know what I did I just know when we got to the hotel room he started to hit me, I tried to run but he brung me back in the room.
"I don't even know what I did Jahseh" I told him, wiping my face.
"Who that nigga you was talking to?" He asked me making me shake my head.
"I'm sorry Jahseh, please stop" I whimpered.
"Come out the bathroom" he told me but I refused because his voice still sounded hostile.
"Amia come on" he told me again after I didn't respond the first time.
"No" I told him, hearing him scoff.
"Why not?" He asked.
"Because I'm scared Jahseh, I know you going to hit me again" I cried beginning to think about it.
"You scared? Shouldn't have did it then" he told me making me nod.
"I'm so sorry, don't hit me please" I mumbled.
He sighed "I'm not going to hit you, open the door" he told me and I nodded.
I stood up and unlocked the door just for him to grab me as soon as did so I flinched.
I didn't say anything I just looked at him with pleading eyes.
The over all night was good. He'd booked us a hotel room for about 4 days and took me out to a fancy dinner along with a few gifts but everything came tumbling as soon as we got back.
My heart continued to race as I looked up at Jahseh, too scared to look away, I wanted to see it coming.
"You don't do this shit at home I don't know why the fuck you'd come here and do that shit" he told me and I nodded.
"I will never do it again" I told him and nodded.
"I know."
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