I sat in Jahseh's lap as he played the game, barely clothed. Last night I realized how much I missed him.
Me initiating sex wasn't regular but I did yesterday. I'm proud of myself for not tapping out as soon as usual.
"You okay?" Jahseh asked me, grabbing my side.
I nodded, looking over at him, watching his eyes scan the screen as he played the game. He's so pretty to be such an angry person.
"Why you staring at me?" He asked making me shrug and look away.
He grabbed my jaw and turned me back his way before giving me a kiss.
"You must've missed me a lot" he told me with a chuckle.
I nodded "I did" I told him and he nodded.
"Took you a minute I thought I would have to fuck somebody up" he told me making me suck my teeth.
"Why you always thinking I'm with someone?" I asked him and he looked over me.
"Don't even worry about it just don't do it" he told me making me nod.
"I wouldn't" I told him.
And he's back to controlling, great.
Well I'm the one who decided to stay with him, this relationship could be over right now but I don't want it to be honestly. The feeling of being without him right now makes me uncomfortable.
Maybe all the stuff that happened before will go away like in my parents relationship, it'll go away now. But my mom says in order for that to work I have to listen to him, I have to be submissive.
"Jahseh" I spoke making him look at me before looking right back away.
He hummed in response before I answered "did you cheat on me while we were apart?" I asked him and he paused the game this time, looking at me.
"Why would you ask me that?" He asked, sounding offended.
"Because it's happened before and I want to know" I told him, folding my arms.
He shook his head "I didn't cheat on you, I missed yo ass tho" he told me making me nod.
"Shouldn't have missed me that much" I mumbled making him raise an eyebrow.
"What are you talking about?" He asked me.
"I promise I didn't fuck nobody else unless you counting my hand" he spoke seriously which made me start to laugh.
"That's nasty Jahseh and that's not what I meant" he raised an eyebrow.
"How's that nasty? You wasn't talking to me" he spoke and I shook my head.
"You could've called me first" I told him and he shook his head.
"That shit always goes left" he sighed before it got silent.
"So what did you mean?" He asked me which confused me.
I thought before answering "oh because you were following me around" I told him which made him gulp.
"No" he spoke making me suck my teeth.
"You're lying Jahseh, I seen you multiple times, I turned it into a game" I chuckled and he shook his head.
"Just trying to make sure you were safe" he told me making me nod.
"Thank you."
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