Obsessed

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I had fallen asleep in the bathroom but when I woke up I was in my bed which confused me. Jahseh laid asleep beside me, holding me by my waist.

I tried pushing his arm off of me but it didn't budge so I tried pushing myself from under him.

"Stop moving" he groaned.

"Let me go" I told him and he shook his head.

"Let me hold you"he told me making me sigh and still try to move which made him grab me with his other arm and pull me on to him.

"No, go home" I told him making him furrow his eyebrows and look at me.

"What?" He asked me.

"I want you to go home Jahseh, I need a break from you" I told him and he let me go but looked at me crazy.

"Ight" he spoke after awhile.

He stood up from my bed and started to put his stuff on before leaving without saying anything to me.

I sighed and went to lock my door. Walking back up to my room I laid down and sighed. My mind traveled that made me look at me wrist that were turning purple now with a red tint still behind them.

I sighed and sat them down, trying to stop thinking about it. I was overthinking it, he didn't mean to bruise them it just happened. We'd already talked about what I wasn't supposed to do so I kinda caused it.

I still don't like the fact that he's controlling me.

I feel like it isn't that serious. If I want to talk to someone I should be able to talk but apparently Jahseh hates that idea.

I got up and started to take off my clothes so that I could get in the shower but someone rung the doorbell making me scrunch up my face. I sighed and put my robe on before going downstairs.

I looked out the peephole seeing Stokeley which confused me. I opened the door but hid myself.

"Jahseh here?" He asked me and I shook my head.

"He left awhile ago, I thought he was coming home" I told him and he nodded, beginning to leave but he stopped.

"What happened to your wrist? If you don't mind me asking" he asked me and I shook my head.

"Nothing" I told him and he nodded, walking away.

I closed that door and walked back upstairs to call Jahseh because if he's not home then where is he?

When I called it rung a little before I went to voicemail and the next two times I called it went straight to voicemail making me furrow my eyebrows.

Why isn't he answering me?

I sighed and decided to text him.

You mad at me?
Delivered

I sat and waited for an answer but didn't get one as soon as I'd hope. Why isn't he answering?

I called him again it rung again this time making me hopeful.

"What?" He answered with an attitude making me suck my teeth.

"I was just checking on you" I told him.

"Wouldn't have to if you was with me now you blowing up my phone and shit" he told me making me sigh.

"Ugh never mind Jahseh, I love you have fun doing whatever" I spoke before hanging up.

I sat down my phone before getting up and starting my shower water before it clicked in my head what I said do to him. I told him I loved him.

I love him?

What the fuck Amia you just be saying anything. I shook my head at myself as I got in the shower and began to wash. Being that I was washing I looked over my wrist again to see the very obvious bruises like they'd only gotten worse.

I just told this boy I love him and this is what my wrist look like. Jesus I'm confusing myself.

While I took my shower I heard the front door open which confused me because I don't think my parents should be home yet.

I paused my movement to hear their feet walking upstairs and into my room but no one spoke. After awhile I went back to washing because obviously it was one of my parents trying to see if I was in my room.

I finished my shower and wrapped myself in the towel before walking out of my room. Almost pissing on myself when I did to see Jahseh sitting on my bed.

"Mierda!" I yelled which made him jump.

"How'd you get in here?" I asked him and he shrugged.

"You don't know how to use a lock" he joked making me roll my eyes.

"So did you lock it?" I asked and he nodded.

"Yeah, now about you saying you love me" he smirked before pulling me into his lap.

"I love you too" he told me before kissing me and rubbing his hands up my thighs.

"Seh stop I'm naked" I giggled, getting off of him and catching my towel.

"That was the point."

Update

7/29/2020

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