Obsessed

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"You missed me?" he asked and I shook my head.

"Why you lying, I seen all your messages" he told me making me place my head down.

"Did you miss me?" I asked him.

He nodded "yeah."

"Mhm now you're lying" I told him, lifting my head to look at him.

"Why you say that?" He asked me.

"Because I seen the stuff you did on tour" I told him making him tilt his head at me.

"We weren't together" he spoke and I shrugged.

"I still wouldn't do that if I missed you" I told him and he shrugged.

"We're two different people" he told me and I nodded.

"When did you and Stokes stop living together?" I asked, looking around the room.

He shrugged "about a month and a half ago. Just time for us to live on our own I guess."

"Your birthday is coming up" he told me, leaning on the dresser in front of me.

I nodded and looked away from him.

"What you plan on doing?" He asked me and I shook my head.

"Nothing probably just have a cake" I told him and he nodded.

"You gone let me take you out?" He asked making me look back at him.

"You want to?" I asked and he nodded.

"Yeah."

I sighed "my mom wouldn't like that" I told him and he chuckled.

"You're already sitting in my house, it's a little too late to think about what she'd like" he told me and I nodded.

"I'll think about it" I told him before he sat beside me.

"You don't like me no more or something?" He asked me, lifting and turning my head so I was looking at him.

I looked over him for awhile before speaking"I'm not supposed to Jahseh" I told him making him furrow his eyebrows.

"Says who?" He asked.

"My mom, my therapist and my thoughts" I told him and he nodded.

"Why?"

"Because you're not good for me."

"That's what you think?" He asked me, tilting his head.

"I know it" I answered and he shook his head.

"But you're still here" he told me, squinting his eyes.

"Because I'm not over you yet" I explained making him nod.

He let me go but continued to talk "you plan on being over me someday?" He asked and I nodded.

"You talked to any guys while I was gone?" He asked and I shook my head.

I truthfully hadn't, guys didn't even try to talk to me anymore. Well I barely went anywhere that could happen at.

"Why not? You loved to when we were together" he chuckled making me suck my teeth.

"It's called a casual conversation Jahseh, saying hello to someone isn't the same thing as cheating" I told him and he twisted his lips.

"I disagree" he told me making me shrug.

"You can, doesn't matter now"

Update

7/14/2022

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