Now we sat at Jahseh's house. After he forced me to get back in the car of course. I didn't want to be sitting here though and he knew that. He was literally supposed taking me home from the show.
"Jahseh" I called him making me turn his head towards me.
"I'm ready to go home" I spoke calmly even though he knew that.
He shrugged "I'm ready for you to stop talking to niggas" he told me making me roll my eyes.
"That's not the same" I told him and he chuckled.
"Well you can stay with me until you get it" he spoke making me suck my teeth.
"I swear you're doing too much right now, you know you could just break up with me" I told him.
"You want me to break up with you so you can go fuck other niggas?" He asked and before I could speak my shirt collar was already in his fist.
"You been fucking niggas behind my back this whole time?!" He asked me making me shake my head.
"What are you even talking about? Let me go" I whined, trying to pull away from him.
"Have you?" He asked me, putting me against the wall which instantly gave me a flashback to the day with Isaiah.
My heart raced as I shook my head "no, p-please put me down" I cried which made him pretty quickly put me down.
I was beginning to hyperventilate as my body replayed the feelings that it had been put through that day.
"What's wrong?" He asked me as he pulled me into him which let me see how much I was shaking.
I put my hands on his chest and tried to pull away so I could breathe but he was holding me pretty tight.
"L-let me go" I cried, still trying to breathe.
I started to cry because I felt like I wasn't going to be able to breathe anymore. I felt like I was dying.
"Breathe" he told me as he fanned me making me start to take deep breath's.
I felt myself starting to calm down, looking up at Jahseh.
"I'm sorry Seh I won't talk a-anymore" I cried which only made him nod.
He'd scared me so bad I just said fuck it. I know he wasn't going to do what Isaiah did that day but still the flashback was enough for him to get what he wanted.
"You okay?" He asked me and I nodded but he still picked me up and put me on his bed.
"Calm down" he told me and I tried my best to.
I closed my eyes and took my deep breath's as he ran his fingers through my hair. I believe this is my last argument with him.
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