Today was day 3 and I felt lonely. I can't do this anymore. I have to go to her even if that means she'll feel bothered, I feel like I gave her enough time alone.
So I went ahead and went to her house, not seeing her moms car. It was cool though, I wanted to take her back to my place anyway since Stokeley will be gone for minute in New York.
I wanted her to come spend a couple of days with me.
I sighed as I knocked on the door, not wanting to. I wanted to be able to walk in and grab her but I didn't even warn her that I was coming.
I waited as I heard her feet come to the door before she opened it, looking up at me with a confused face before stepping to the side.
"Why you look confused?" I asked her, walking in.
"Because I didn't know you were coming" she told me as she shut and locked the door.
I nodded and waited for her to walk in front of me.
"You okay?" She asked me and I nodded, looking over her.
She looked like she been in the house all day so I didn't question the outfit she had on. She had very faint bruises around her body which also made it clear she hadn't left.
"What?" She asked me making me look back up at her face.
I shook my head "what you been doing?" I asked her and she shrugged, beginning to walk to her room.
"I've just been in the house chilling" she told me and I nodded.
"What about you?" She asked me and I shrugged.
"Nothing, I missed you" I told her, putting my hands in her hair.
She smiled "I missed you too" she told me which was a good thing.
The point in me staying away was for her to miss me a little so she'd want me around longer.
"How's your mom?" I asked her, sitting on the bed.
I didn't care that much I just wondered what was said while I wasn't around.
"Um she's okay, she's been in her thoughts a lot recently" she told me and I nodded.
I sighed and started to think.
If she did make Amia leave me how would I go about it? I can't fucking kidnap her that would be stupid of me. Fuck I hope she don't do no shit that makes me want to kidnap her.
"You sure you okay Jahseh?" She asked me, laying in my lap.
I snapped back and nodded again "you want to spend the night?" I asked her and she stared at me for a minute with her mouth twisted before nodding.
"I have to ask but yeah I want to" she told me and I nodded.
"Go ahead and ask" I told her and she nodded, getting up and getting her phone.
I got on my phone as she called her mom, not trying to make it seem like I was listening to their conversation.
"Hey Mamí I know you're working but I was wondering if I could go stay the night with Jahseh" she spoke before I could hear her mother talking.
"Okay I won't" she told her before saying I love you and hanging up.
"She said okay" she told me and I nodded.
I know there was something else said I just don't know what it is nor do I care to ask. I don't know how but I won't let her mother get in the middle of our relationship I don't give a fuck if I have to become the best liar in the world.
This girl is not leaving me.
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