As I walked from Jahseh's place, my back was in pain but I tried not to show it as I walked. I had to wait until he fell asleep to go home. I didn't want to stay there and luckily I lived closer so I didn't have to.
Once I made it home I took a deep breath before walking in. Luckily my mom wasn't here, I guess she's at work.
Once I closed and locked the door I let my tears fall. It's my fault I should've acted like I didn't know or maybe approached him differently. I definitely shouldn't have fought.
I walked in my room and took off my hoodie, deciding to use my vanity to see what my back looked like. Once I seen the bruise I smacked my teeth and went in my dresser to get a shirt and put it on.
I took my tights off after and laid in my bed, starting to look in my phone again before I got a FaceTime from Jahseh. I rolled my eyes and pressed decline, a message coming thru shortly after.
Amia don't start this bullshit answer ur damn phone Read 1:34 am
Before I could type anything out he called again making me sigh and answer the phone.
"Yes" I spoke making him raise an eyebrow.
"You walked home?" He asked and I nodded.
"Don't worry I didn't sit in a car with Stokeley" I told him.
After I said it the phone call got silent until I sighed and spoke.
"If that's what you called for can I go now?" I asked and he nodded.
"Drop the fucking attitude tho, yo ass been tripping today" he told me making me sigh.
"Jahseh how I'm tripping when I got sent a porno with you in it today?" I asked.
"What you want me to say about it Amia? I already did it and the bitch already sent it to you" he told me making me scoff.
"I want you to leave me alone and let me be single but you won't you keep bothering me" I told him making him situp.
"We not continuing this, I already said no" he told me making me roll my eyes.
"You can say no all you want but I'm not doing this no more" I told him and he smacked his teeth, beginning to say something before I hung up.
I know I probably shouldn't have done that but I wanted to. At the moment I felt powerful from it but I know later I'll regret it.
Stop fucking playing with me girl Read 1:56 am
I'm coming over Read 2:05 am
I don't care if yo mama there Read 2:05 am
I sucked my teeth as I read the last message before going downstairs and making sure the door was locked before going back upstairs and locking myself in my room.
Not even 3 minutes later I heard knocking at my door but I ignored at and turned my tv up. I don't want to deal with him right now and I'm tired of this.
"Why the fuck do you keep thinking a locked door gone stop me?" He asked me as he walked in my room and turned off my tv.
"Jahseh I really just want to be left alone" I told him and he shrugged.
"You could've been alone but you keep saying this single shit to me I'm going to fuck you and that nigga up" he told me making me roll my eyes.
"I don't even know who you are talking about" I told him before he nodded.
"I'm sure you don't."
"Let's fix this damn attitude though" he told me which made me smack my lips.
"I wouldn't even have one if you'd just let me be and didn't fuck people behind my back" I responded which made him sigh.
"Come here" he told me, standing at the edge of bed.
I didn't move though and he chuckled, coming to me on the bed and placing his hand behind my head so I knew what he was about to do.
"Not after you just fucked her" I told him,shaking my head.
"Drop it Amia, it happened a week ago and was trash as fuck."
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