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Waking up I felt like I had to throw up so I got up and ran to the bathroom. After throwing up I realized that this wasn't Jasmine's house.
When did I get to Jahseh's house? I sat on the floor for a while trying to rack my brain to figure out when and how I got here.
"You okay?" Jahseh asked me making me look up at him and nod.
"Yeah but how'd I get here?" I asked him.
"You asked to come here with me" he told me which only made me more confused.
How drunk was I?
I remember going to the party and drinking then I was crying. Jasmine took me upstairs and we were talking about Jahseh then he walked in. I don't remember getting from there to here.
I kinda remember some of what happened here though.
"Oh, sorry" I spoke, getting up from the floor.
"What you sorry for?" He asked me, leaning on the door frame.
"For messing with you" I told him and he rolled his eyes.
"You didn't mess with me just cried a lot" he told me making me shake my head.
"Nope let's not talk about it" I spoke and he chuckled.
"Ight we don't have to" he told me making me nod.
I rinsed my mouth out and cleaned my face which drew my attention to my clothes.
"Where are my clothes?" I asked him and he pointed to a chair in the room where they were folded up.
I nodded "how'd they get off my body?" I asked and he chuckled shaking his head.
"I guess you decided you didn't want them on anymore" he told me and I nodded.
I sat down on his bed, picking up my phone to see it was 5 in the morning.
"You ready to go?" He asked me making me look up at him and shake my head.
I stared at him for a moment, taking in how he looked. He looked different in a way, his body seemed calmer.
"Um I want to go back to sleep, if that's okay."
He shrugged "it's fine" he told me and I nodded, looking at him more which made him tilt his head at me.
"Why you staring at me?" He asked.
I shrugged "you just look different."
"Different?" He asked and I nodded.
He nodded and sat down "I am I guess, just not enough to be with you again" he told me.
"Why you say that?" I asked him.
He looked over me and shook his head "it just won't work out" he told me and I tilted my head at him but didn't proceed to say anything.
"I don't know why you're looking at me like that, you're the one that told me that" he told me.
"When did I say that?" I asked him and he sighed.
"Let's just go to sleep, I don't want to talk about this no more" he told me and I nodded.
"I'm sorry for whatever I said while I was drunk" I told him and he shrugged.
"You said what you felt and it's okay" he told me and I nodded.
I was going to go to sleep but now what I said I was on my mind, I wanted to know what I said.
"Seh I know you said you don't want to talk about it but please, I want to know what I said " I told him making him groan.
It was quiet before he started to talk, telling me what I had said to him while I was drunk.
"Oh" I spoke after, putting my head down and playing with my nails.
"So you do want to be with me?" He asked me making me look over at him.
"I don't know about that Jahseh" I told him and he nodded at me.
"Because of the past?" He asked me.
I sighed "because you're possessive and I'm a outgoing person" I told him and he nodded.
"That's cool, at least stay my friend or something. I can't lose you completely" he told me.
"Okay we can just be friends."
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