As Amia slept Jahseh thought about how he was going to do this. He knew he wasn't going to be able to live with killing Amia which was okay because he didn't plan on living long after her.
He went into his closet, feeling around for his gun at the top before getting it and taking it into the bathroom along with the knife that already had his dried blood on it from when she cut him.
Amia began to wake up with all the commotion, catching a glimpse of Jahseh as he walked into the bathroom. She stood to her feet, aware she couldn't run if she had to.
"Jahseh" she spoke, barely above a whisper before he turned the corner.
She looked over him, noticing his crazed state she wasn't sure what was about to happen but she knew it wouldn't be good.
He looked over her, noticing how weak she was.
He walked up to her picked her up, taking her into the bathroom and placing her into the tub that he'd put water in where she seen the weapons.
"Your going to kill me?" She asked him and he nodded at her making her start to cry.
"No, no, no" she spoke, as she started to have a panic attack, trying to run from him but she didn't get anywhere.
"Shh I'm doing this for us" he told her and she shook her head.
"How is this for us?" She asked him.
"I love you and I don't ever want to lose you, if I do this I won't ever lose you" he explained but she still wasn't okay with it.
She wouldn't be.
"Please Jahseh, please don't do this. I won't leave" she cried making him sigh.
He ignored her pleads and grabbed her by her neck, pulling her towards him before kissing her.
"Jahseh you said you wouldn't kill me" she reminded him and he shook his head.
"I said if I wanted to kill you I would've did it already and now I want to" he told her making her cry more because she knew he was serious.
"Please" she begged and he shook his head.
"Stop begging me Amia" he told her.
"I don't want to die Jahseh" she told him and he nodded.
"It's okay, calm down" he told her and she shook her head, trying to pull away from him but he wouldn't let her.
"You're going to kill me I can't calm down" she told him.
"If you freak out it'll make it worse for the both of us" he told her.
She still didn't stay still making him began to get annoyed. He stood over her and pulled her hair back to get better access to her neck before pressing the knife against it and beginning to slice it making her gasp and reach for his wrist but he was already in motion.
His heart broke watching as Amia took her last breaths. He started to feel the guilt for what he had done.
He looked around the bloody bathroom, feeling the blood on his face also as his stomach turned before picking up his phone to call the police.
"911 what's your emergency?" The lady spoke from over the phone.
"My name is Jahseh Onfroy and I just killed my girlfriend Amia Ledesma I'm about to kill myself I just wanted to tell y'all so y'all know" he spoke making her furrow her eyebrows.
She knew she had to stall Jahseh but he wasn't going for it.
"Don't try that stalling shit" he told her while loading his gun.
"The address should be on your map by now" he told her before hanging up.
He looked down at Amia's lifeless body, wiping his eyes before taking the gun to his head.
He got in the tub with her and sat beside her, crying more.
"I'm sorry" he told her before shooting himself.
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