"I can't take you nowhere" Jahseh mumbled as he pulled his shirt over his head.
"I'm sorry I wasn't trying to be difficult, I just couldn't find you guys so I went to the car" I told him and he nodded.
I watched him walk around my room and gather his stuff before he picked up my remote.
"Jahseh, why don't you trust me?" I asked making him look at me.
"Why do you think I don't trust you? Did you do something?" He asked making me furrow my eyebrows.
"No you're just always yelling at over guys but I don't know why you don't trust that I'm not trying to do anything with them" I spoke.
He sighed "it's not you, I don't trust them niggas" he told me and I just looked down.
He sat beside me and pulled me to him which made me accidentally press my palm on his area which I very much felt.
"Sorry" I spoke quickly, removing my hand.
His jaw tightened but he nodded.
Me and Jahseh haven't done anything sexual nor have we talked about it. I don't know why we just haven't and I won't push it.
"Damn it" he spoke, getting up from the bed.
I just looked at him, confused. He didn't face me but instead went into my bathroom, closing and locking the door.
I heard water start running and what seemed to be him talking to himself. After awhile he came out and I could feel him looking at me so I looked up at him, my breathing instantly hitched.
I don't know why I just got so nervous but I am.
"Amia" he spoke, sitting on the bed.
I looked over at him before answering "yes?" I asked him.
He laid back so I was looking down at him but he was still sideways without his feet on the bed.
"You scared of having sex?" He asked me making my heart race more.
"No, we'll I mean I don't really know" I told him and he nodded.
"You want to try?" He asked me and then my stomach sunk to my ass.
"Right now?" I asked and he shrugged.
"Doesn't have to be right now, it's just a suggestion" he told me and I nodded.
The room was quiet again because I just couldn't find the courage to tell him I want to try right now. So my heart remained ponding in my chest and I let myself get deeper in the covers.
He was so close to me and only got closer when he decided to fully climb in the bed and pull me close again. I couldn't take it anymore.
"W-We can" I spoke which only made me more nervous.
"Right now?" He asked me and I nodded which made him raise an eyebrow.
"You sure?" He asked and I nodded again.
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