"So you want to press charges correct?" The officer asked me and I nodded.
She sighed and nodded "we'll just need your statement and maybe some new pictures of bruises but your old pictures aren't too far back to use" she told me and I nodded, taking the paper away from her.
"What made you just decide to press charges?" She asked, sitting in front of me and I shrugged.
"I'm just ready" I told her and she nodded.
I'm honestly not ready but it can only get worse from what just happened. If Jahseh gets a hold of me for a third time I'll probably lose my life.
Doing the statement made me emotional, they wanted me to go into details of what he'd done to me. Everything he's ever done to me. I can't think about all of that at one time.
"I can't do all of this right now" I told her and she nodded, pausing her questions.
"I understand, you don't have to do this all today we can finish another time" she told me and I nodded, getting up from the chair.
I came here alone because my mother didn't believe I would do it. She's not even talking to me right now.
She went on this rant saying how she didn't trust me because I kept letting Jahseh back into my life and he keeps hurting me so she doesn't want me in her house, because he might do something to both of us.
So I've been sleeping in her old car.
Because I can't get my car because it's at Jahseh's and I don't have an apartment anymore.
It's nice of her to at least give me a place to stay though.
I sighed and sat in the car, putting my head in my hands and crying. This has been a hard week for me and I couldn't hide it.
I still don't have a phone because I don't have money for it and I can't get the money for it. I don't have any clothes or shoes. I just have me and this car.
I hate my life.
I don't even remember the last time I ate I've just been drinking water and well I'm still alive.
I began driving, not really sure on where I was going I just didn't want to sit at the police station for too long. Actually I need a shower so I'll go to my moms place.
Pulling into the driveway I parked the car and began to get out. When I went into the house it was quiet making me sigh before going upstairs and getting some of my moms clothes for a shower.
I had to make it quick because like I said before she doesn't want me here. After taking a quick shower I grabbed a snack and went back outside to get in the car and go to sleep in a parking lot or something.
I got in the car and started it before a car pulled in behind me making my heart drop to my ass.
I looked in my mirror at the all black car before closing my door back and locking it. My heart raced as I watched him get out of his car and come up to mine.
He glared at me for a minute before trying to open the locked door.
"Get out the car!" He yelled at me making me shake my head.
I'm scared as fuck right now.
"Get out the fucking car Amia!" He yelled again which made me start to cry.
If I get out he's going to fuck me up and I know it.
"Please" I cried and he shook his head, picking the lock before dragging me out the car.
His hand stayed wrapped around in my hair as he drug me back into my mothers house while I tried my best to pull away, screaming and crying.
"Why the fuck would you leave me?!" He asked me, punching my stomach which made me curl up.
The back of my body was already scraped up from him dragging me on concrete.
"I'm sorry" I apologized and he shook his head.
He grabbed my arm and yanked me up, placing me against the wall which made me more scared.
"I'm not going for none of that shit this time" he told me and I shook my head.
Before I could say anything he punched my in my mouth making my head go back "stop fucking lying to me!" He yelled and I nodded.
"I'm sorry" I apologized again, holding my mouth that was dripping blood.
"You sorry? That's all you going to say?" He asked and I nodded.
"I can't say anything else Jahseh" I told him and he nodded with a chuckle.
"You going to run again?" He asked me making me look up at him.
I don't want to go with him.
"Answer me!" He yelled at me.
"N-No" I stuttered.
"Good, come on."
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