We're more alike than you think

56. Imagine

"I can't believe that we just did that" you said out of breath as you laid your back against Zemo's. The butterflies inside of you were going crazy. This was certainly not what you thought you would happen when you came back to the boys, but you were not complaining. You needed to get out the frustration and Zemo simply offered you a.... helping hand. It was really helping everyone, cause then the boys didn't need to be around an irritated y/n. This was at least what you told yourself. Zemo reached for the champagne glasses he had taken with him and gave one to you. "Oh, I certainly can," he said with a smirk and placed one hand around your waist, holding you close. You laughed low and took a sip of your glass.

"To be such a serious person, you don't really take me as a bubble guy" you said teasingly, tilting your head so you could see him properly.

"You know, they say champagne is like tasting the stars. Who doesn't wanna be a star?" he asked in his defence, almost sounding a bit offended by your accusation.

"Oh sorry, I totally forgot what a drama queen you are" you said laughing. He shook his head disappointed, but still a smile on his lips. He leaned down to your lips giving you a gentle kiss.

If life with Zemo could be 10% more like this, things would've been so much easier between the two of you. You would definitely stop 'hating' the guy and maybe even consider appreciating him. Simply seeing him smile made you relax. You loved the way the two of you talked together. Challenging and teasing each other, but with humor and respect for each other. You took notice of how Zemo's hand not so innocently sliding down between your legs.

"What are you doing Zemo?" you looked up at him a bit shocked. He laughed low at your reaction and took away your champagne glass with his other hand.

"Close your eyes" he said with a smirk on your eyes. You did as he said and closed your eyes.

"Zemo, what are you doing?" you repeated the question, unsure about what the man was up to. He gently laid your head down on his chest.

"Listen little bird... I only want you to relax"  he said as he let two fingers slide inside of you.

Everything felt so much more intimate, it almost made you uncomfortable. Being vulnerable had never been your strongest suit and now Zemo was revealing it all. Your body couldn't help but to react to his touch. He knew you so well, almost better than yourself.

"I want you to imagine us together, can you do that?" he whispered.

His voice was so deep and raspy, that you were sure that if he kept talking for long enough, that alone would make you cum. You gave him a little nod. This still felt strange. You had done some exploring sexually through your life, but this whole 'imagining' and laying in somebody's arms being touched, was new for you. Still, you already were more than turned on, so you were willing to give him a chance.

"Good girl...Now, imagine us naked, in bed... I'll blindfold you and put on the handcuffs. I know you secretly have wanted me to try on you for a long time now..." he whispered as he sat the scene for you. His fingers were now touching you on your sweet spot, perfectly in the rhythm of the words he spoke. You started to breath heavily, trying to keep yourself calm as your legs started to shake.

"I'll have you down on all four and fuck you so good from behind... You thought I hadn't noticed? Oh, I know you like it rough little bird." he whispered into your ear with a smirk on his lips.

He loved watching you like this. Your beautiful innocent face giving into his touch. Your whole body was his and it was gorgeous. He loved how your hips shyly squeezed when he touched you. He speeded up, but made sure he touched you in all the right places. Your lips were now formed as an 'o' as seconds later a little moan fell out of your lips.  "I'll treat you so good, you would be moaning my name... Craving my touch" he continued. You were so close to coming and he knew it.

"I'll turn you around... go between your legs... then I'll take off your blindfold as I enter you again" he whispered. Your legs were shaking and you couldn't stop moaning. He literally had you wrapped around his fingers and you were weak for his touch.

"Open your eyes, I wanna see your eyes when you are coming" he said and kissed your neck. It took you a minute to understand that he was actually talking to you and not only an imagination. You slowly opened your eyes and looked up at him. Your eyes were big, your lips plumped and your skin was glowing. The sounds you made were like music to his ears. It was like having an angel in his arms.

"How do you feel?" he asked. You were struggling to talk. The way he touched you, made you forget how to act. You nodded as a moan fell out your lips. He simply smiled at your reaction.

"Good girl" he whispered and seconds later the butterflies were released as you came.

You breathed heavily. It was an understatement to say that you were shocked at what just had happened between the two of you. Never had a man taken so good care of you. He only did it for you, because he wanted to please you. He was far from selfish. You had never felt this relaxed in your body, so peaceful. You looked at him, searching for words. You wanted to say thank him, but you were speechless. Seconds later you hear somebody enter the apartment again.

"Y/n?" Sam shouts as he looks around. "Did she tell you if she and Zemo were going out?" Sam continued asking Bucky, who told him that the two of you were staying.

You looked up at Zemo in panic. He couldn't do anything else than laugh. "Don't tell them" you ordered him as you went out of the bath quietly. "Hi sorry, I was listening to music while taking a bath, give me a minute" you shouted back to the boys outside. You quickly took on some fresh underwear. Zemo just sat still and looked at you, he didn't care about the boys. "Do you know where Zemo is?" Bucky asked. They stood now right outside the bathroom. You took on a bathrobe and looked over to Zemo. You pointed a finger, telling him to get up and take a bathrobe on. Zemo stood up and finally did as you told him and emptied the tub.  "Y/n?" Bucky repeated. You didn't know what to say.

"Sorry, I was also in the bathroom listening to music," Zemo said confidently with a teasing smile looking at you as he tied the bathrobe around him. The boys got quiet, not even a little noise came from them. Zemo loved this. You got all shy and embarrassed, the boys got so uncomfortable while he could just show off. He won't lie, it felt good that the boys got to know that you were his. Zemo walked over to you.

"Should we go out to them?" he asked, not even trying to be subtle. You looked up at him and bet your lip. You knew you had to go out there at some point and face them, so you led the way. You opened the doors as you walked out. Sam and Bucky stood with 3 meters distance between each other and both had their arms crossed staring you down. They didn't need to ask questions to find out what had happened between the two of you when Zemo came walking up behind you with a big smile. Both of you in matching blue robes and wet hair. You looked up at them.

"This isn't what it looks like" you tried.

"Oh please, tell us what it is then," Sam said, lifting his eyebrows and laughed low. You looked up at Zemo, who were still just smiling down at you. No chance that he would help you out on this. He wanted to see you swim in the deep on your own for this one. You looked back at the boys.

"You see, I was taking a bath as I told you before you left and then Zemo happened to want to take a bath as well... But I was like, hell nah boy, I am listening to my music and feelin myself you know..." You said, trying to engage as much as possible. Using your hands actively to express the situation.

"But he was all like, NAH, little bird this is my house.. So I had to get out of the bath, than he took it instead, and.." you knew you were too far gone, and the boys were more impressed about how far you were willing to try to cover it up.

"and he wanted to listen to my music, so I sat down beside him and we shared my earphones... We were listening to..." you said and looked up at Zemo. This was the closest Zemo had ever been at giggling, everything you said was bullshit and even if it was fun looking at you freak out, he was now done.

"Sexual healing" Zemo said with a smirk on his lips.

You punched him so hard in his arm, but now everyone was laughing at you, even the boys. Your cheeks had never been this red before.

"I hate you" you said with a laugh you couldn't hold in any longer.