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TW: ED, SH
"Meredith, sweetie,"
"Mmmmmm"
"I know, but you need to wake up."
"What now, Bailey? Going to shove an NG tube down my throat?"
"Actually..."
"Are you serious?"
"I'm sorry. It's what we have to do. We really want you to get better, sweetie."
"I don't care. And you guys just act like you do. If you put that thing in me, I will pull it out."
"Meredith." Bailey warned.
"You don't get it! Everyday! It's every damn day! I feel disgusting! I feel like everything is my fault! Like..like everyone is disappointed in me.. Nothing I do will ever be enough! I'm not enough! I'm not anything, Bailey. No one cares. So, I can lay here, and die."
"Meredith..you are enough. I care. I know for sure your Mcdreamy cares. He cares more than anyone. This whole damn hospital cares. Sweetie, you mean everything. Can't you see it?"
"I'm sorry. I just want it to be over."
"What over?"
"Everything." She mumbled.
"Oh, sweetheart."
"I'm sorry." She sobbed.
"You're ok. Now, will you let me help you?"
"I guess."
Bailey put the NG tube in and paged Derek.
"Hey, Mer."
"Hi."
"I love you."
"I know. I love you too."
"Can I hold you?"
"I want you to."
Derek smiled. "Good."
He got in the cot next to her and held her very close. He didn't have a long time to visit her. So he wanted to savor this.
"I want to go home." She mumbled in his chest.
"I know. But I want you to get better. I hate seeing you so upset."
"Yeah. Me too."
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