Turning Table

Part 12

***Throw the first Punch ****

🌹Nompumelelo🌹

Everything just kind of fell into place perfectly. It felt like fate and a few other bullshit concepts I don’t fully buy into.
I was feeling slightly emotionally, I blame the wine for that, but also I was a bit vulnerable, but yet also bold. I needed someone who could make me feel like I was worth a damn and I am not sure if it's Thabo.

He was the hit thing when I first meet him but just to think that he was paid to be with me, better yet used me, and lied to me for almost 12 months just makes me not trust him one bit, he is a two-face busted... A hot one, but his intentions right now are not clear and I hate reading a blank book, that is Thabo face...poker face at its best.

Me: so lets me ask, if the Dlamini did not buy you off would you have still been with me?"
Him: I was married Mpume at that time "
Me: yeah... But she was not me "
He looked at me and fixed his glasses
Him: you were young "
Me: cut the bullshit Thabo... You made me feel like a woman, you taught me a lot about sex while you did not even hit it, or was that an act too?"

He took his drink and took a long sip while his eyes were fixed on mine "
Him: how did we get here?"
Me: to where?"
I said biting my lower lip,
Him: to us talking about..."
He cleared his throat, while I laughed and shook my head...

So we moved from the restaurant to the bar of the very same hotel I was booked in, he kept looking at his watch avoiding answering direct questions, no doubt I loved fluting with him but gave up seducing him since he was just not buying into it.

If it was another man I will be on my knees and hands while he fucked me from behind.
But Thabo is just too reserved and has read through the fine lines, to be blunt about it he was just not interested, his indirect question just made me realize that he is not into me.

God knows sitting in front of him makes me admired how stocky and strong he has maintained his body, built like a wrestler. He still has that cocky, aggressive attitude that matched his muscular frame.  . .a total turn-off but yet enough to turn me on, Honestly... I just wish we skip this talking before I get pissed of and recall what happened In our past, clearly I'm too tipsy to remember what we talking about right now, which has lead me to point out the obvious

'I want him'

It feels just like yesterday when I felt drawn to him.
The feeling of magnetic force gently pulling us together, and I wanted so badly to stop fighting it.

Him: it's getting late "
He said after I took longer than normal looking at him
Me: you that I no longer have a curfew..."
He ran his hand on his chin
Him: I have a very beautiful girlfriend Mpume and I love her "
Me: I didn't ask "
Him: I have to go "
Me: you look hot and bothered am I making you feel that?"
He chuckled
Me: I got ice tea in my room to cool you off "
Him: I bet you got more than that "
Me: you said it not me "

Him: so what's your plan Mpumi, we fuck, and then what?"
He says looking at me with tense eyes
Him: for old time sake right?"
Me: why not?"
He chuckled and placed his hand on his cheek

Me: you gave Lubanzi you're tight pussy, virginity if I may add... he enjoyed it and fucked you so much that you could not walk...during  the early months of your relationship he did nothing but be in between thighs exploring your tight pussy that how he was so obsessed with your tight cunt, but because he treasures you ...love you more than life its self, he never fucked you but made love to you, while your clit  throb for more he kissed your lip and snuggled you, and you went out there and got brutally fucked with no remorse, you went out there looking for dick and you got it, so why on earth must I be part of your list of man you seduced to roughly fuck you so you can have that satisfaction of having any man you want?..."

I looked at him and he was speaking very slowly but yet loud enough for me to read between the lines that he not into me and in his eyes, I'm a

"BITCH"

It scares me that he knows my past like he knows how to take a shit every morning.
I thought I had him all figured out but turned out that he read me first
Me: this was no coincidence meeting me here right?"
Him: now we catching on"
Me: what do you want "
Him: you have what's mine "
I was about pop my eyes open but I just decided to play it cool,

Me: mmm clearly you losing it now, mina have something that is yours, Njani? Because you left me high and dry "
Him: Mpumi!"
Me: yeyi wena just stop, ... I have nothing that belongs to uyezwa?? And reading about me in the papers has nothing on the women I am today, don't flatter yourself and  think you have me  figured out because lesifebe engiyiso awusazi...??"

Him: Mpume I know about Joyful"
Me: Good and you also know that his Lubanzi Dlamini daughter!!"
He sighs and shook his head, he knows way too much and it scares the shit out of me, I don't know how to act but only be angry, the only thing that aggravates me the most is him not saying sorry for the shit he put me through, but just want to pull the only lifeline I have of me and my husband  ...my family

Him: look Mpumi I know our past was a lie but what I felt for you was not..."
Me: You’re a sorry, stupid son-of-a-bitch you expect me to believe that shit!"

Yep, my gloves are out, if ever you find yourself in such a spot that I'm in, punch first before you get punched,

Me: you listen to me and you listen good!! If I had a goddamned penny for every time you’ve fucked me over I’d have more money than your new girlfriend has RANDS SHE COULD AFFORD TO LOSE. Cheer up though! Maybe like me, you’ll make the poor thing so fucking depressed she won’t be able to eat and she’ll drop some of that weight off. That’s the only thing you’re good for! Fuck every diet I ever had, I owe losing thirty pounds allllll to you, buddy. I can’t believe you made me open my heart to you, love you, and want you more than anyone I ever had before in my life and then fuck me over. You broke every promise you ever made. You’re a disgusting human being. You are the DEFINITION of fuckboy! ... In your case BLOODY FUCK MAN!!

You make me almost SAD because the sort of person you are is the exact sort you said you never wanted to be. “I was raised to respect women” MY FAT ASS! You were raised to fuck women and then abandon them. Before you, I was naïve and believed in true love, that it conquered all, that as long as two people cared it would work. WHAT. A JOKE. What I felt for you? Yeah. That shit was true love. You were fucking LUCKY, you stupid, stupid bastard. I treated you wonderfully. I was caring and sweet and devoted, I showered you with affection and gave you everything I had and way beyond what I had because I adored you and for a while, I was getting it in return. We were so close.

And then BAM! I'm married with kids flag that you hit me with, and all I ever wanted was you to own up and just to be a man about it but what did you do fled the country, Ghosted me!

And manje uthini I have what's yours?"

He looked at me biting his lower lip
Me: try me and uzobona izinqa zesele wenja"
I took my glass of wine and splash it over his face

I stood up and walked out, the minute that the elevators door shut I started scrambling in fear

I took out my phone my hands troubling like crazy
" what "
Me: He knows Banzi... Thabo Knows about Joy"
He cursed and sigh out loud
Him: meet me at 9th Avenue Waterside at 13:00"
Me: I'm scared Banzi..."
He just dropped the call on me, shit!