Turning Table

Part 105

*** We Are Pregnant***

🌹Liyana 🌹

I woke up to a throbbing headache, I look next to me and notice Ntsika busy on his laptop his working again,  I sat there motionless just looking at him, I swallowed thinking about what the Dr just disclosed to us

I did not plan this, yes I was stupid I should have known better, but when Ntsika is in between my thighs I lose all my senses, he Ignite a fire within me that I have never known I had, I immediately feel a whirlwind of emotion inside of me that I am nearly driven mad by my desire just the thought of the sound of his voice, his breath on me, the way he can make me wet with the way he kisses, he just knows how to kiss me the way I love to be kissed, Lord it's so remarkable how a simple kiss can reach every nerve in my entire body---how the fuck does he do that? There isn't a part of my body, inside and out, that hasn't been felt by him and still yearn for more.

God, I feel like a freak just having these wild thoughts, Never has anyone been able to even make me want sex the way that he does, and he does so without even trying. All it takes most times is the sound of his voice, or the warm air he will breathe on my neck just before he kisses me, God I love that. Never ever, have I wanted to make love to anyone slowly and with so much passion,

It's like God creates him just for me,   to fulfill my wild desires, how can I  explain how I love how he can be very gentle at all the right times and swiftly thrust harder and harder at all the right times, my body just submit to him as he makes me tremble at his slightest touch.  He can fuck me with such fury, as I have always secretly desired, yet there is so much kindness in his eyes and a gentleness in his touch. The sweetness in his glance as he gazes into my eyes while he penetrates me...

Now I get why he said he is able not disable, this man can suspend me between two worlds, the innocent girl and the whorish tramp, leaving me lost in my desire to be both at once.

I hope he knows that he has found my treasure that one spot that can make me come over and over and over again, one that all others have been unable to find. At times, I think he must have put it there. I smile to myself, I look at his arms strong, muscular the arms that lift me up to hold me into place, I bite my lip as I think of how I love the way he feels when he's inside me! Those hands that run on my skin, those fingers that flick inside me. Mmm The way he touches me, it sends shivers up my spine and back down again.  God his so perfect, I can't even describe the splendor when he put his tongue inside of me, and not to mention that my fingers cannot replace the feeling of his deep within me.

As I'm lost in thought thinking about his fullness between my thighs. . . a hint of fear kicks in as I think about what our passion lovemaking has created.

I bite my lip regretfully, I was supposed to start birth control after outfits night together but decided not to because I just didn’t want to deal with side effects, and finding the right one for me was just too much work.
As much as I had told myself to not make love to him during my fertile window, I broke that promise countless times lord knows I could not resist Ntsika, I relied on My app which said my period isn’t due until the 18th,  but I start having weird symptoms in place of my PMS, but I just thought it was this back and forth traveling I was doing the past months.

I  can't believe that Ntsika knew about me being pregnant before I did, even so, I still went as far as convincing myself that his just paranoid, but this shit is real I'm Pregnant and I have been like this for a while now, Jesus what am I going to do with a baby?

I look stupid finding out so late. I don’t even know how to feel, I feel like, the timing is bad.
I have a toxic family, his royalty, We live separately right now. We haven’t had enough US time together before the whole have a baby thing, not forgetting we just started this thing not so long ago, I just don’t know what to do or how to feel.

I ran my hand on my tummy and felt tears in my eyes,
"Hay "
He said next to me, He kissed my forehead and placed his hand on top of my hand making us touch our creation
Me: what am I going to do with a baby? "
Him: we are pregnant Liya me and you... We are expecting a baby, not you!... "
I sniffed and he wiped my tears
"Siyezwana? " he said kissing my forehead again
Me: Ntsika it has not even been a year with us dating and now this?"

He took off his shoes and asked me to shift making space for him on the bed, he climbed on the bed and spooned me.
Him: you know that I love you "
Me: Nts..."
Him: shooo let me finish "
I sigh and I allowed him to pull me close to him while he rest his head on my shoulder,

Him: I'm sorry love...I'm sorry I got you pregnant. Even though we never practice safe sex or ever careful when making love..."
Me: but Ntsika we talk about this"
Him: I think the time we talk about it you were ready pregnant "
Me: so it was intentional?"
Him: Liyana this baby was not a mistake, it was conceived out of love
Out love... I admit I may not be entirely ready to be a Dad or know how to be one, but I will try because I love you so much and that's just how life goes. I am not afraid to be a Dad if I have you in my life. . ."

He turned me around to look at him,
Him: Look I'm sorry I've put you in such a difficult place, but I want you to know that you have all my love and support, I will be there for you every step of the way. Whatever happens, I love you"
He kissed my lips and held me close, I could not help but close my eyes and feel his beating heart,

Him: how are you feeling?"
He said breaking the silence
Me: mmm"
Him: I really want to know how you feel about us being pregnant right now- what does your heart tell you? "
Me: I am just shocked... overwhelmed but mostly scared!"

Him: are you mad at me?"
Me: it takes two to tango?"
He laughed,
Him: well I guess Congratulations! To us"
Me: too soon Bhengu"
He chuckled

Me: so what's going to happen now? "
Him: mmm you’re going to be growing my baby inside of you and the process is going to be painful. You’re going to be changing, growing, and stretching. There are going to be things you won’t understand, pains you’ve never experienced, and your hormones will be going nuts throughout the duration of all of this. For the next nine months, you’re going to go through something that is both beautiful and agonizing. It will be the best thing you’ll ever do and also the scariest, You might love it... but you might not. I can promise you that I will be grateful to you for the rest of our life for doing this hard thing not for me not for you but for our baby... Thank you for making me a father "

I looked up at him and smiled with tears in my eyes. . .