Turning Table

Part 119

***His past...my Doom***

🌹Lethukuthula🌹

"Lethu... Look...it not what you think...." That line that fuckin line, which just means it is what I think it is,
What is considered cheating? Is it cheating to send a naked picture? To watch porn? To develop feelings for someone else?  Or in this case to have your boyfriend fight with a strange woman in the next room while he locks you inside the other room? That to me screams cheating.

Now I feel like a total idiot because this woman sounds like she has been in the picture way before I was in his, so in other words, I was just his new thing to play with,
To my experience, Betrayal is defined by the betrayed... No other definition, no sugar coating.

I felt my body getting weak and just like that I turned around went to grab my stuff in his bedroom, as I was pacing up and down not sure what I came here to do, my mind bouncing everywhere, thinking Oh my god, this whole thing is a lie. . . him loving me, this relationship? I feel him behind me.

Him: I can explain..."
I just held my mouth hoping and wishing not to cry
Him: I was going to tell you about her..."
I looked at him with glassy eyes
Me: are you fucking?"
Him: Lethu..."
Me: just answer me damn it!"
Him: we...uuum..." He can't talk he stammered,

Me: wow!"
Him: it's not what you think "
Me: really what then?"
Him: Lethu just give me time to explain "
I can't believe this, Mlondi had me where he wanted me, he was very calculative not forgetting to manipulate me, and was I very dumb to notice, He had psychopathic tendencies and I didn’t realize what was happening because I was infatuated by him.

I started laughing to myself in disbelief,
"Babe I can explain "
He said kneeling in front of me the gun next to me felt so heavy and what the point in using it on him,
Him: she is nothing to me I swear "
I wanted to look at him but my eyes looked away, I decided to stand up taking the car keys my eyes landed on

Him: Lethu ngiyakucela don't leave me "
I had no strength to talk I was just numb, I passed Impi in the other room he was on his phone,
I felt a hard hold on my arm and I felt like screaming
Me: let go of me!! "
Him: over my dead body will allow you walk out on me "

I pulled my arm but he was too strong, and I slammed on his chest he hugged me tightly but I wiggled myself out of his hold slapping and punching him, tears rolled down my face as I finally set myself free from his hold.

To think of it now I was always a bit on the edge throughout the relationship, he wanted to put a label on it within weeks and his grand gestures of emotion would freak me out. But there were so many good things about it and I was going through a lot, greaving my father death, work that had no direction and here Mlondi was, the fantasy of the relationship I so baby wanted it to come true, I roughly wiped my tears and made my way to my car

Him: she is my past, I sweat to you nothing is going on between me and her... Lethu just stop and listen to me please!!!!"
I just continued to walk out,
Him: damn it Lethukuthula you the only woman that I love... "
I looked at him and I felt a sharp pain in my heart I know I'm acting childish now by walking away without getting any clear answers from him, but what I saw was enough to give me concern about this relationship

I jumped in his car I'm about to start the car and drive off but I heard a loud bang, I scream I notice that Mlondi just slashed the tires of his car
Him: get out!" He banged on the window
Me: ooh my good! "
The car keys fell off from my hands and when I raised my head I was met with the shatter of glasses,
Me: uuuuu!!!" I covered my heard
He just hit his car window with a brick,
Him: I'm not asking you... Fuckin get out!!!"
Me: we in the middle  of the street and you have a knife in your hand demolishing your car, are you bloody crazy!!"
Him: I don't give a shit!!!...."

His anger, his face just turned red, his eyes I barely see as his squinting tight, I see the veins in his neck and arms pop out in the most ugliest way, I feel like peeing myself, but I put on a brave face, he can't be this angry when I'm the one who is supposed to be bloody angry,
He banged the car door, even harder now
Him: GET OUT!!"

The alarm system in the car is triggered it's wailing like crazy deafening me and drawing too much attain to us,
I slowly step out of his car but he yanks my hand almost causing me to trip,

Me: Mlondi you hurting me "
Impi: shit...Mlondi what fuck man "
Mlondi: call Surgent Nqele and tell him that Shaka was playing with fireworks... He will know what to do "
He throws his command to Impi, the poor guy just nods and looks at me with pity,
Me: Mlondi let go of me !"
Him: I ow you an explanation my love"

He says mocking me, that devilish smile on his face sends shivers down my spine, I looked at him and I swallowed this man before me I don't recognize, the most frightening thing happened he is pulling me by the hand as I try to thwart his hold, he put a hive grip of his arms around my arms holding me into place and lifts me up,

I kept saying no, he must let go, but the knife in his hand scares the shit out of me to fight back,

He throws me inside his house my ass landing on the cold tiles, he  locks his house and walked to the kitchen, I'm assuming to lock the other door too, I am panicking of what will be his next move I need to defend myself, I can't fight him his body is made out of still and I have tried and failed miserably, I run to the bedroom but the gun is no longer on the bed and I suddenly hear the door slam behind me making me jump

Him: so you decide to leave me!"
I want to scream and say don't hurt me, but that will make him think I'm weak to I put on a brave face and ask him the only true question don't get us in this mass,
Me: who the fuck is she?"
Her: the bitch I used to fuck before I meet you... Damn it Lethu I had a past before you and you fail to ask for an explanation and you just bloody walk out on me!!"
Me: you expect me to believe that you locked me inside your bedroom for just a random bitch?"
Him: she is..."
He kept quiet and ran his hands on his head whatever this girl is, is more than just a random bitch

Me: who the fuck is she!!!?"
Him:look Lethu,  I love you and would never want to jeopardize anything we have. . ."
Me: you not answering me you busted "
Him: she is my ex "
Me: you still fucking her!!!"
Him:I wish it was just physical attraction and could blame that on stupid lust and attraction. But...."
Me: but what?"
Him: I am emotionally connected to her because she is the mother of my baby "
Me: wow more lies were you ever going to tell me about you having a child with another woman?"
Him: just shut up!!!"
Me: you kept this from me, we have been seeing each other for months and you hide a human being, your own flesh, and blood...a child from me... Fuck you Mlondi I'm not dealing with this shit... I'm not going to be caught up in a baby mama drama bull shit "
Him: Lethu!"
Me: I'm done, go play happy family I ain't about to be no busted stepmother uyangizwa?..."

I made my way to the door
Him: she is dead "
I froze,
Him: there you have it... She is dead "