Turning Table

Untitled Part 162

*** The Incubator ***

NOMPUMELELO

Silent tears hold the loudest pain. The loudest screams. The things that no one else can ever understand.

I shoot my eyes open recalling what happened to me the night before. I look around, where am I? What does these women want from me?

I was exhausted I held my face and sank down and cried as my mind started playing flashbacks of what happened last night.

Throughout my life I have had the worst experience, a horrendous act conducted by man that I allowed into my life, but never have I ever thought that women could make me feel so worthless, so small, so cheap or used up, as she abducted me to conduct the most inhuman act on my body.

I can't still shake the horror of waking up Lying on a cold table, wearing little more than a paper towel from the waist down, while a bright light illuminates my vagina,

Me: what's going on, what am I doing here? "

I tried to move but my hands and legs were strapped, I was lying down in a position of giving birth, as I looked at my legs spread across all continents, I popped my eyes open as horrific thoughts washed over me, not this again! I said to myself, I looked around and I noticed that I was in a hospital room, As a plus-size woman, I am always afraid of being judged for my body. This is obviously magnified in a space where you are so physically vulnerable, such as during a smear test or whatever procedure they are about to do to me, I'm terrified I'm thinking the worst of what could happen I'm being violated yet again!

"Can you please stop moving?" a voice said between my legs, I could not see her face, but only her voice was evidence that she was a woman.

Me: What are you doing? "
I tried to speak but again nothing came out, I have no audio or what's so ever, 'I'm practically mute. The door opened and I was met by Ngozu

Her: Ooh hi, darling "

Me: What are you doing to me? what am I doing here?"

Her: I'm bringing back what you took from me "

She responded to me as if she could hear me, Bloody hell I bet she can she is after all the witch who is responsible for taking my voice.

Me: Ngozu please ..."

Her: Hush-hush now this will soon be over"

Me: I'm so sorry, please let me go I promise I will do whatever you ask from me please !!!..."

Her: Ooh darling but you are already doing exactly what I want you to do "

My tears rolled down my face, She is doing as she pleases with my body to my body without my consent, lord Please help me!

Her: God has answered your prayers cause if it was for me you would be long dead, so thank your God for making you well known by people in high places that is the only reason you are still alive, so you cheated death yet again but this time you don't get away scoot free I rather make you an incubator for my grandchildren, than see you enjoy freedom"

Me: what? "

Her: you see my son never married, always busy running the family business, I even arranged a few marriages for him but my son never settled, so before he came to South Africa I felt something, something dark like he was going to die or something, so I asked him to leave behind a part of him just in case tomorrow never comes, of cause, he refused at first, but I found ways to convince him till he said yes, so tomorrow came and gone and just how I predicted he did not get a chance to see it but through you he will be given a second chance to see this today ..."