Turning Table

Part 86

*** you short me ***

🌹Lethukuthula🌹

With my line of work, my attitude I knew I’ve never wanted the perfect man or perfect love. I’ve always known those weren’t real, didn’t exist, only a fantasy. Sure, I’ve dreamt about a ‘good guy,’ the one who will treat me right and love me tenderly, but I’ve never wanted perfection because frankly, perfection is boring.

And none of us live up to perfect anyways.
I’ve always wanted a man who could love me fully, but drive me wild, light a spark in the depths of my belly, make my heart sing and dance and do backflips.
That, to me, is real love. Beautiful. Passionate. Real.
I’ve always wanted a man who is strong, strong enough to match my strength, strong enough to handle my sass, strong enough to love me without drowning me.
And strong enough to know that no matter how deeply I love him, I will always be my own person.

I’ve always wanted a man who would treat me right, but skirt on the danger. Not always do the right thing, not always let me win the argument, not always be so damn good, but make mistakes and raise his voice and pull me towards him and kiss his apologizes onto my lips.
I don’t want someone who is static, who thinks that he has to be cautious with me, who thinks he can’t express his true feelings for me or reach for me when he wants me close. I found all of that in Mlondi and I found out that his on the other side of the tracks making our  love story even more complicated, I'm crying, I'm angry God I wish to kill him right now

The gun went off and all I could think of is that I was short the man I love...
Him: uuuuh fuck Lethu you short me!!"
Me: you lied to me!!!"

He held his arm and bite his lip, this is masses up I'm not supposed to be in love with him, I am supposed to be putting him behind bars and throwing away the key,  

Him: fuck get me a towel or something, "
Me: why? ... How about you bleed to death! "
Him: what the fuck? you think I sat down and said ooh jeez Mlondi how about you make this hot cop lady fall in love with you!!!"

" Shaka... Lethu are you guys ok!"

Impi banged on our bedroom door but tempers were really high between me and Mlondi that we paid no attention to him.

I take the file from the bed and read through it,  banging my gun on my head, the information was infuriating me to the core, Mlondi keeps grunting and hissing,
Him: fuck!"
Me: ooh shut the fuck up, I only graze your arm, "
He clicks his tongue and takes off his t-shirt and wraps it around his bleeding arm there he goes again destructive me,  I look at those two lines that point right to his crotch, There's probably a technical name for them but I'm going with dick lines, sex cuts, penis arrows, or the most famous 'v'  line,  below his waist, fuck I tasted that and it was sooo good, Lord how can you hate me so much, I'm caught up between a rock and a very hard place now! I move my eyes up and our eyes lock,

Him: SO YOU GOING TO SHOOT ME AND THEN DROOL ON ME, WHAT KIND OF PSYCHO ARE YOU?"
He says raising his upper lip ooh no he does not get to be angry and cocky, I got the gun I call the shots,
I point the gun at his leg he looks at me with popped out eyes,
Him: you would not dare! "
I side smile
Him: Lethu... No... No uuuuuh fuck! ARE YOU CRAZY!!!!"
He screamed, as the gun went off and the bullet went through his thigh, damn that got to hurt
Me: bang bang to the arms that hold me, bang bang to the legs that walked to me and turned my life ups side down!!"

" damn it guys... can you stop killing each other and talk like a normal adult!!" Impi screamed outside our door

Mlondi grants holding his bleeding leg,
Him: what was that for!!!"
Me: for making me fall in love with you!!"
He raised his head and gave me his angry look
Me: and you called me crazy so yah!"
Him: I'm going to kill you uyezwa"
Me: mmmm now to the lips that talk shit what are going to do with them?...."
He grinds his teeth and walked towards me,
Him: fuck I get it you are angry, confused, and maybe a bit crazy... Ok, you have made your point!"
Me: just stop right there "
Him: this is my bedroom don't tell me that shit...and can you stop waving that thing on me"
He says not even looking at me, but pushes my hand with a gun away from him, he then pushes me out of his way, I stumble the gun I'm holding is no use, my hand is now trembling, palms sweating, his cologne is not making it easy for me to breath he moves to the side drawer, I'm hating my self now for drooling at him, damn it Lethu Focus! the guy just told you his Shaka Zulu, the file on your hand is enough proof

Him: you look pail. . . drink this "
He throws a bottle of Jack Daniels on the bed
Him: fuck I need to smoke"
Me: you haven't smoked for over 15 years you not going to start now "
I push him on the bed and he screams in pain
Him: what do you care you just short me! ....not once but twice And to make things worse you ate my sweet!"

I clicked my tongue and unbuckled his belt he looks at me and holds my hand, he looks at m eyes
Him: love wami... "
Me: not now Mlondi!"
Him: so you prefer undressing me than talking to me? "
I clicked my tongue and untangle my hands from his hold
Me: do you realize what shit  you put me through? ... Do you realize that I have to take you in "
He busts out and laughed, but I roughly pull down his pants making him frowns,
Him: shit happens Lethukuthula, you in love with a criminal get over it!! "

I looked at him and frowned, I stood up and make my way to the bathroom to take a clean towel, When I turn I found him standing by the door,
Him: this still does not change the man I am to you!"
he runs his hands on his hair, Lord I'm in love with a guy
with white hair, lots of tattoos, a criminal record so long he should be given a death sentence, his strong, broken, dangerous, arrogant, and mmmm so hot, yet he so wrong for me.

Me: you bleeding go sit down "
I said softly avoiding looking at his eyes that have made me tamed puppy,
Him: can we talk about this..." His voice so softly, He says moving close to me, I don't like the way he's looking at me, it the very same look he gave me the first day he saw me, he claimed me with his eyes
Me: and that suppose to make everything better "
I said pushing him away from the door as I attempted to walk out but he held my arm.
Him: we Lethukuthula ngiyindoda yakho mani, can you stop and listen to me for a second!  For fuck sake this attitude is starting to piss me off "

He says pinning me against the wall,  he looks into my eyes and lowers his head, but I push him back, he smiled and pushed me back ... I flinched as my back hit the wall, he held my chin but I roughly moved his hands from my face, slapping him,  he looked at me and his eyes changed

Him: I love you Lethukuthula"
Me: just stop! ....."
He grabs my neck and I try to move from his hold, but he was too strong, I tried to kick his private party but his body was pinned to me, with his other hand His fingertip stroked my skin.

He looked at me and slowly loosen his grip and he started caressing my neck, I gave him an utterly surprising look! Before I could talk though, he timidly kissed me on the lips. Now I stared at him in shock. A second later he grabbed my shoulders, and kissed me again, bolder this time, and longer. I tried to stop him, but his strong warm lips on mine made me weak in the knees, and I let myself be kissed.

Soon his hands were all over me. A delightful shudder went through me as he caressed my breasts over my t-shirt and impulsively I started kissing him back. For minutes it did not matter who he is and what he has done, his strong rough hold on me was enough to make me want him even more as our tongues intertwined, making little or no sound,

Me: I can't do this?"
I say as his hands made their way under my t-shirt
Him: you will... Because you are my girlfriend" I never imagined it would go any further than that, but he started caressing my thighs.

I pushed his hand away, but he kept his mouth glued to mine, and his roving fingers quickly found the soft fabric that was his target. He possessively cupped my nana over his boxer briefs that I had on. The intimate touch aroused me beyond belief, and silently I allowed him to fondle me,… until his hand slipped under my waistband, and he started to explore my lady part. Now I had to stop him. ” Mlond! No! I gasped, ” Not th – o-ooooh” His fingers were on my soft wet flesh. His body suddenly felt heavy

Him: I don't feel too good" he let go of my hold but I quickly grabbed him before he fell down, I drag him to the bed,
Me: damn it... You losing a lot of blood. "
He pulled my face and kissed me,
Me: babe you bleeding "
Him: I know... And I'm also hard...damn it women you drive me crazy and horny at the same time!"
Me: how can you possibly think about oooo...mmm"

His finger gently pushed down my slit, finding me very wet, and with a tiny movement, he opened me up. His index gently glided over my moist lips and dipping in between my slippery folds,  soon I was  squirming with pleasure, his heavy body dropped on top of me
Him: fuck my lag is so painful... "
Me: get off me so I will take you to the hospital "
Him: And say what? I got two gun short wounds on my body Lethu "
Me: shit!"
Him: not too crazy now I see? ... Lalela la! fix this shit so I can fuck your brains off,  I swear to you I won’t stop until your legs are shaking and the neighbors know my name.”