Turning Table

Part 89

***Don't call me crazy ***

🌹Lethukuthula 🌹

"I can't take it out!!" I said with my hands trembling,
Him: I don't have another bottle of whisky Lethu just take the damn bullet out!!"
Me: stop shouting at me "
I say raising my hands up in frustration,
Him: I would not be shouting at you if you did not shoot me!!! "

I drop the towel and knife I was holding in my hands,
Me: so I'm at fault... What the fuck Shaka?"
He grabs me by my hair and made me look at him, I should be fighting him slapping him even punching him, but his grip and the way he is looking at me, just aroused me in the most craziest way, he knows I like it, he saw it when I responded to his grip when he has slammed me on the vanity stand with my but out, as he slammed into me, it how he holds my hair just the right way close to the scalp, he does not yank the ends, because that’s just painful. With my head tilted and me yanning for his lips on mine, he reads my thoughts and sees my thirst as he smashed into me, Kissing me like he means it or making a statement. Thrust his tongue inside of my mouth and moan like he just tasted the best thing in his god damn life. I like how he just doesn’t just focus on my lips. But how he will just Push my head to the side so he can suck and nibble on my neck...

" mmmm" I let out a moan
Him: don't ever call me that "
He whispers in my ear giving me goosebumps,
Me: call you what?" I said seducing him running my hands on his thigh pulling myself to be close to him, teasing him so much that I wish he can torture me, grab my neck and have me on this bathroom floor, You see he does not realize that my body is submissive to him, it belongs to him and I will have no reason to stop him from getting the best out of it. I wish to cry for him out of pleasure,  moan and scream because of his blessed dirty hand around my body. I wish to get him so excited that his aggression will overtake him as I get more pleasure from his beast.

Him: Lethu I'm wounded...stop looking at me like that "
I bite my lip I'm kneeling between his leg, He just chuckles shaking his
Him: you know that I can read your wild thoughts that you having about me right now ?"
He said bringing his face close to me making me lose my breath as I take in his oxygen, My heart leaps like a hummingbird in flight every time he does this,  I feel like my heart will burst with all the longing and excitement I feel when I'm this close to him,
Me: I know, do I make you uncomfortable?"
He licks his lips and looks deep into my eyes, all I'm thinking is wild sex on the bathroom floor, but he just had to be an ass and say
"crazy women stop seducing me and  get this bloody bullet out of my thigh... "

I looked at him with a dropped jaw, he just ruined the perfect moment
Me: urg! " I clicked my tongue and stood up, I'm horny and worst part I'm trying not to think about Mlondi being Shaka, in simplest terms I'm using sex as destruction.
Him: Baby yinimanje, ngiyadlala...hello!! man down I can't walk remember?  ....urg fuck"
Me: you know what? I wish you remain like that futhi! ....in fact, I should have aimed for your heart!"
Him: Lethu!!! "

I clicked my tongue and walked out of the bathroom and when I noticed he was following me, I made my way to the living room, he is busy limping and calling my name but I'm just pissed now.
" God you crazy, I can't bloody deal with this crap"

He said mumbling but the worst mistake he made was that he was not soft enough, for me not to hear it, I obviously haven’t gotten along perfectly with every man I’ve dated, but the ones who called me “crazy” were never the ones who knew how to resolve conflict like adults. Ironically, the men who call me nuts are always the ones who throw things when they’re angry and think that the silent treatment is an acceptable way to communicate their frustration with someone, and Mlondi is the most crazies guy I have ever dated out of them all...what the fuck is he calling me crazy for?

Me: what did you say!!!?" when I turned to confront him, he held me close
Him: I'm joking...i...I'm sorry "
Me: how many times must I tell you to stop calling me crazy!!?"
Him: it's kinda hard when you love me and think of killing me at the same time, that just to me not a mind of a stable person "
Me: bloody hell! "
He's right, but he has no right to call me names, sure I have anxiety and depression and they affect my life in a lot of negative ways. I already hate how much my brain seems to be working against me, so even though I know it’s not true when he calls me insane, it still hits a nerve. I have to fight off the thoughts that maybe I am more unstable than I think and it sucks...God, why must I act like this with him?
I tried to trip him on his weak leg and it worked as he fell down,
Him: shit Lethu are you trying to kill me!"
Me: that was the plan till you bloody made me fall in love with you !"
I jumped on top of him and started smacking him

Him: Lethu cut it off!! "
Me: I hate you!!"
Him: I got two bullet wounds from you clearly that means something!!!"
I slapped him again and he pinned my hands behind me,
Him: damn Lethu stop using your military skills on me or else I will fuck you up!"
Me: just try it "
He did the unthinkable and kissed me, biting my lip, he let go of my hands and ran his hand on my ass the minute he started squeezing me, I let out a moan and ran my hands on his unruly hair, God I love everything about him!

"Oooh lord, Jesus Christ!!!...guys I also stay in this house!!"
Impi said walking in the room and found me and Mlondi in a very sensual position,
Mlondi: awuphume kancane"
Mlondi said running his hands under his shirt that I was wearing
Me: stop it I have nothing underneath" I whispered in his ear
Mlondi: awe ma...Impi phuma mfethu..."

" you guys really scare me one minute you shooting each other, you fuck like dogs on heat, you fight like sworn enemies yet you love each other like Romeo and Juliet, why do I feel like this will end in tears? I mean let's not forget that you are two idiots from different paths of life... So I wonder who is going to choose a side between you two?"
Mlondi says a man who is in love with a girl he raped...who is an idiot now?"
Me: Mlondi!"
Impi: fuck you Mlondi! Just to think I went all the way downtown to get you a medical kit since your cop girlfriend decided to shoot your thug ass and bring my baby mama in your shit!"
Mlondi: ncooo that so sweet but that still won't change the fact that I need you to get the fuck out of here so I can make love to my sexy crazy girlfriend  "
Me: Mlondi damn it!"

I smacked his shoulder and he cried in pain, fuck it's the same wounded shoulder.
Impi: you know what fuck you and your crazy girlfriend"
Me: who the fuck are you calling crazy you pervert!!"
I said narrowing my eyebrows and looking at Impi
Impi just clicked his tongue and dropped Discam plastic bag on the floor and walk out,