Sex, Crϋe and Ratt 'N' Roll, A Ratt & Mӧtley Tale

Chapter 62-A Ratt 'N' Roll Christmas Part 1 (Vince Neil-Pearcy)

-Dear Diary: December 24, 1986-

Happiness, warmth, LOVE....no more nightmares, my life is as close to a fairy tale as I can get. It's hard to believe...the twists and turns my life has taken since, what about 4 years ago? I've been through hell and back, made mistakes that have cost me one of my best friends, made a lot of other mistakes. Mistakes I wish to fuck I could take back, that HURT to think about. It's hard to believe there was a time my love and I were apart, at odds.... that he put me through HELL. And we're even more in love that ever, true we have our moments...what couple doesn't? However, Stephen listens to me, listens......

Here it is...Christmas, one of my favorite times of year. My first true Christmas with my husband. And I am now, 4 months pregnant and fucking finally...my morning sickness has worn off. I honestly never thought it would. It's worth it, don't get me wrong, but it SUCKS and the mood swings? Damn, don't get me started. Stephen though always knows what to do, he just takes care of me...of the twins and everything. It's not always easy being so pregnant, my belly itches like crazy from the twins stretching it, I waddle everywhere...but I have never been happier. Nikki is having it rough with the morning sickness so far, he's told me he's HOPING it won't be too bad, he's in good hands with Robbin and I still can't believe I can say that, but damn it all I am glad I can! And too, Paul Mick said...is doing well with their son.... he is around 6 months, I think...Our families are all thriving, the Ratt-Motley-Kiss family...what more could one ask for in life?

I know I am all over the place......and I feel the twins squirming about A LOT.... wanting attention.... yeah, done here...

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I caress my swollen stomach, feeling my children still moving but more calmly...Stephen I believe is making Christmas Cookies and Cocoa.... anyway....

"Ok, Ok you two.... got mommies attention. I gotta tell you that the two of you and daddy are truly the best Christmas presents I could EVER receive." Naturally I feel the onset of tears. "I love you both so much....and I..." I feel something strange, me panicking for a split second before I realize, my eyes widen...as I feel the twins are KICKING me! "Stephen!! Come here!" I laugh and cry both and he comes running, looking concerned but I quickly place his hands on my stomach, "They just started kicking!! Wow.... this...this is wow!" Sure enough, my children continue to kick away.

Stephen is in much the same state as me laughing and in tears. "This...is amazing! What a wonderful and sweet Christmas present! Our little girl and boy." Oh yes, we just found out yesterday as a matter of fact, and they need names...anyway, back to the present....

"I agree.... Still, I'd love to have the names set for them. We still wanna do Delilah Valeria for our daughter?" I ask my husband, who is rubbing my belly.... excited, in awe...you name it.

"Hmm, defiantly for our little Diva." Stephen looks at me smirking before softening his gaze and tone, "Now for our son, I'd had an idea for a name. Jamison sounds cute.... any ideas for a middle name sugar cookie?"

"Stephen.... i want it to be Stephen." Getting emotional now.

"Perfect. Both names are perfect baby doll.... now, would you love some Christmas cookies and cocoa? Cuddles and Kisses included of course." A soft, albeit watery smile.

"Sounds perfect. Can I get some kisses first?" and naturally I get kisses, as well as our son and daughter who move eagerly in anticipation of the cookies and cocoa.... before long, my husband returns, a cup of cocoa and marshmallows for each of us and Sugar Cookies, decorated with Christmas themed sprinkles and lastly, Stephen covers both of us with a blanket...cuddling naturally. I smack my lips, groaning at the taste of the hot chocolate and then I dip a cookie into it, making it even better. I feel my children stretch with me in delight, me chuckling. "I'd say our children are really enjoying the Christmas Cookies and Cocoa together."

"God, they are adorable baby doll!" My husband exclaims before his tone grows husky from tears, which of course gets me started. "You don't know Vinny how many times I dreamed about moments like these when we were apart for nearly 2 years and then when.... i let you go. But I tell you now baby doll, that they don't compare.... come close to this moment...US...right here. Its...like amazing to think how far we've come together. I learned the hard way to never again take you for granted, and how very much I love you....and now, here we are having a family of our own. Our little Diva Delilah and our little boy Jamison. Truly, this is the best Christmas I can honestly say I've ever had."

"I would have to say the same babe, I truly couldn't agree more." I whisper tearfully.... somehow my husband and I manage to finish the cocoa and cookies, mainly me finishing off the cookies and then we cuddle, Stephen with a hand on my swollen stomach...my hand joining with his...sharing kisses...A Christmas Movie on in the background.

Great, now I feel tired.... again, maybe a nap.... i just hate feeling so tired all the time, worth it.... but I hate it...and I.... I'm crying now....

"Sugar Cookie? Shh, Vinny baby its ok.... i promise you its ok." Stephen tries to soothe me.

"N-No...its.... it's not.... i f-feel so tired....an' I'm tired all the time....and...and am SO emotional...and its CHRISTMAS." I Sob, refusing to look at my husband until I feel his hands gently cradle my face, his eyes...those eyes filled with such love and concern.

"I know you do Vinny, it's something you can't help. You HAVE NOTHING to feel bad about. You're working so damn hard to grow and nurture our son and daughter and you're allowed to be tired or not feel good even on Christmas. Baby, you're doing something so special. YOU are special. You've already made this Christmas amazing, and let's get you upstairs and taking a nap, ok?"

"Ok." I whisper, feeling the children within me beginning to calm...seems they too are ready for a nap, "W-Will you stay with me?"

"Always Sugar Cookie." These words are whispered across my lips, my husband soon claiming them in a passionate and loving kiss....and despite my protests, Stephen carefully CARRIES me upstairs to our bedroom.... setting me gently on my feet, helping me go the bathroom first before getting me all settled and cozy in bed, him stripping down to his boxers me drooling at the sight....

Later Vince, later....

Stephen joins me in bed our hands entwinning together over my stomach, me desperately fighting sleep cause I want to talk and kiss my husband some more.... naturally he notices...

"Hey, you're fighting sleep now Vince, I've got you.... I've got your baby doll. And when you wake up, I don't care what time it is.... I've got a special Christmas present for you."

"I am so LUCKY to have you...I love you." I whisper, yawning.

"It's ME that's the lucky one...I love you too." Stephen whispers kissing me before I give into sleep.

It was afternoon, early afternoon by the way when I took a nap and I woke up in the evening around Sunset, and...oh just wait till you see what my husband surprised me with for Christmas!!!

A/N: YES!!! part 1 is done and soon I will work on part 2!! Stay tuned!