Black On White (day by day jernal)

March 24th 2013

Still crying sorry to say what I did in my last little chapter thing I just needed to say it needed to let it out and what better but here? If u understand the video ..song that gets me is p!nk fucking perfect... And I watch the video it gets me everytime u may think ur little words r funny and meaningless but they hurt ill never forget the little words u call me the little lies they say and I've been called them all... So yeah just feel like writing sorry I haven't written in a long time but its because of lots like dance comp and kik .... That's why up till 4am passing out txting in group chats to find out both of my two friend r gonna have boyfriends tomorrow their both gonna date a kid and his friend and I'm the awkz loner with no one the boys have no other friend for Stacey just Stacey hanging with two couples ...yep... So yeah I can't wait for break and I don't get it ow people can be crushing on like 8 people at once .. I just can't ever! I'm still Stacey I'm not like upset for being single just ya know not super duper happy just normal but I actually talk to people as they disappear into private chats to talk with their soon to be's the only other thing is Jessie j shadow that's the only other and a little girls solo to a sad song.... But that's all not ever any movies I bet I'm the only one who hasn't cried watching Marley and me teachers say I'm twisted words hurt but I just can't cry I can't relate to it yes teachers think I'm gonna be a killer because I'm an emotionless pit of despair. But I do have feelings.... So all weekend I hung out with friend went to the mall cheack my YouTube if u wanna see what we did it was funny I'm sorry how depressing my life is and boring too.. Monday tomorrow .... I have to go outside for gym -.- I really despise the outdoors well when it's put like Alberta so I think that all I'm gonna say ill probably Come back I feel like writing depressing story's like my last into to make people think of what they say

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