Black On White (day by day jernal)

November 14th 2013

k............ fuck

ahaha no but really whaats up with life? like i swear im not the only one thats living in shit atm......

but k so that cute kid.... nope he i think has a girlfriend but idk he has "her" in his bio and posted a #wcw of a gurl that umm likes him so yea i swear there together but for sure he doesnt like me so im over.... i am... way over ! like shit man thats worse than friennd zoning ahahah so with that i needed to find someone new to like so i dont go all like stalker on him and crawl back to the little ...URGH!! ...yea

and i was like oh so the guy i liked before him i can just go back to liking him right hes tottally up my alley... till i looked  at him ..... WTF!!!!????!!!! O.o triangle hair -.- fml 

but legit its not full tilt but its trying to be a triange -.- fml

so i was outside for resses .... like normal.... narsh comes over my shoulder wispers "he keep looking at u" or something along the lines of that... so i look away from the kid im at the time creeping on (cute kid) and look behind woop there it is! freaking the guy i liked that i met camping... well than O.o 

i just kinda left it at that lol than narsh tryed to make me fall... but i dident cuz im a smooth mother fucker<3  lol but yea the other highlight like thing was for the last two blocks of the day we had a presentation and an other class came in with us and both of the classes watched together and thats fine other than the camping guy was in the other class we where with -.- shit 

and him bein a freaking dumbass was in the onlysqueaky chiar in the whole damn room -.- i honestly couldent stop laughin cuz he was doing it on purpose ahahahha like honestly we where like 3 ppl apart in the same row and yea so i looked over at him like only like 4 times no biggie.... he caught me like twice tho the first time he was smiling eating a sucker and i couldent like dont freakin smile at me -.- cuz a smile will hit me and ill make a dumbshit outta myself -.- ikept my cool ish.... the second time i was looking at him cuz he had his freaking hand down his throte like picking at him teeth or something in his teeth (dumbass ahaha yea i understand tho suckers and braces donnt mix well) but he looked strate into my sole i kept a strate not impressed face ... shit! he probally thinks i hate him now -.-  but i dont hate him i think i like him ... but i hate what his hair is sooning to become....

so um yea he liked my facebook photo when i got home and ummm changed hid bio and addeed "single:)" 

ummmm yea..... i think i could possibally like him.... shit!ish cuz hes better than the other feggot

oh yea i have the flashmob tomorrow and where missing two ppl and couldent practice without the two missin ppl so spacing will be off lots and it wont make scence -.- suger!

k well ill talk to u all later <3 

night ZZZZzzzzz