Black On White (day by day jernal)

November 19th 2012 hell breaks loose

So today was like so amazing so chill, well ya know not in film studies or math&science or homeroom but in french we wacthed curious de soulia, on the way to gym exiting French class I dident feel my hear race or my stomach twist I felt normal well exiting the french class some gr9 gurlz where waiting for there French class and as I'm walking

"omg ur so pretty" one says to me.

"I love ur hair" another says.

"awwwww❤ tnx ☺I reply

I turn to a friend they seem nice that was nice of them

No there not nice.

Ohh..... And we walked along

We got to gym one of the teachers was missing so another tough the classes where a day behind in gymnastics. It was lame like pivot turns and grape vine walks-.- like really.?

Well this morning mom said to take the bus Steve told me this morning to meet him in the band room so I run grab my boots from my boot room go the the band room go to Steve's hall our nabor says e already left for the bus I run out front to the buses no Steve I see some friends that live by me I run.

"did u see Steve "I asked

"nope"

Hey can I come on with you's? I asked

Yeah sure

So I did I showed the lady my bus pass did a Steve come on?

No sorry

And I went and sat beside a sweet gurl in Steve's class

Did u see steve?

No

Okay

The bus started to move -.- okay I stood up and looked around no Steve grrrr he missed the bus!

Okay so I get off the bus and start to run some gurlz in front of me stopped my so I walked with them they seem really nice so yeah there actually like my one has her bangs cooned if ya don't know what that means its wen ur bangs are bleached or dyed like a raccoons tail so yeah it's so kewl and she has knee high not real ones but there still kewl the other is tall and has bright orangey yellow hair bright coloured. Yeah so I walked with them to my street than ran home I yell mom!

What honey?

Steve missed the bus-.-

Well the cars down so he's gonna have to walk.

Ohh... I called steve.....you have to walk the cars down.

R u serious?

Yeah!

And I hung up .

So did he have a coat? Is he okay?,how about gloves? Where is he? Is he walking with someone?

Mom I don't know!!! I never see him at school! And it went silent.

Steve arrived home like 15min later.

Mom just trampled him in questions half screaming.

Than she got yelling at me and that shit don't pass with me! She was screaming at me about stupid shit like my makeup being on the counter and on shelfs, I'm screaming at her randomly than Steve picks up my phone and iPod and moves them, after my lovely screaming war with my mother I run into the kitchen were my electronics are pick them up.

Don't touch my stuff! I tell in a powerfully angry voice.

And who r u talking to?! My mother said sounding like a snob witch se is one.

Steve! I said in a deep powerful voice!

I launch my electronics into my room onto my bed, one hits the wall.I bend my neck in with a woopsy face.

This is the shit u do that pisses me off u little greedy selfish bitch! My mother says angry.I run to my safe spot the washroom also cuz I had to pee! Ik tmi. This is the shit that shows that u might not ever get ur laptop back! Hear from outside of the door. I bawl.so let's just say I'm pissed at my mother and I'm stuck not saying a word in the car with her for an hour I didn't say a word so when I got home I just ate I ate everything like n the house not feeling full yeah I'm a twig that eats a lot and dosnt look bigger just always skinny as a twig.

So yeah I just wanna say thanks for reading my life and my problems. I just feel like I can let it all out here and if u find it entertaining than all the better so yeah.

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