Black On White (day by day jernal)

May 3rd 2013

So hey

Sketchy as fuck!

Holly balls?

I have problems!

All Ido is scream.. Not even words just

Scream...

Lol well is it bad I can't trust u wattpad???

Like I just can't I can't trust anyone but kellie... I feel bad for kellie actually...lol

WORST FRIEND EVER! arnt I just a bitch to her I feel actually sooo bad for it! Poor people I trust...

Well I went and read my palm readings from before I came out to Alberta... Holly shit it made me feel okay bout moving to Alberta! Like that's how perfect it was... If my life was like that I swear I would call it a dream!! Like honestly it would be perfect!! Shit I wish it was true! Try to connect things to it by my life today.... Shit it describes me! Like sketchy as fuck man!!! It said stuff bout drama and theatre, and art too and those where some of my options... So umm yeah... I forgot bout that, my palm reading.... I got it done the month I left to here..... It said bout travel....but that's as close as it got the perfect parts where cut out......

Wishing someone would actually give a shit!

I miss u wattpad just talking to let it all out ranting bout fucking air or some shit like that as I try to sleep ....

Oh yeah..

Dreams are coming back...

I don't care what I dream bout

Like little Asian ballerinas

There better than nothing❤

Yep u bet I'm a pedo but fuck that's the random shit that pops into my brain but remember I'm a dance so yeah I dream dance,sleep dance, eat dance . And shit oh how home was perfect! Boxes on boxes haunt my memories tripping over cats all the food shit I miss. I swear I wish I could hug my friends and family longer, see them one last time, and never let go....but like wind it drifts away and u never notice till its gone....

I'm fucked up but who truly gives two shits❤ I have mirrors and they talk back I have dance to let emotions flow out of me but instead when I'm out I get nervous and more grow till I explode looking stupid..

Fuck u too world!!!

Well I love you and all you do for me cuz who ever reads my shit day after day clearly gives a duck about me so thanks it means alot.

I'm a fracking tard and I don't care

Thanks to all my watermelons ❤ coludent have made it this far without u

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