Black On White (day by day jernal)

December 4th 2012

Hurry up Steve! I yelled!

We rushed out the door and hoped in our nabors pick up trick it was still dark at quoter to eight -.- fml

Snow was covering me quickly as snow filled my tall boots.... The truck was cold but better than outside. Birthday wishes came on the radio I didn't know any of them like always. I felt as if my outfit was risky well for this school because back home who cared if u could see my bra under my boob tube... But here !? Gawd no! I had on red pants tight as paint, my fav black silk tank top baggy tank to meet just below my belt line. Under I had my teal lace boob tube,it was risky because my bra would pop out and alot... If u where close to me u would notice .....but my hair my finally cooperative hair , I curled it so it was curly but in a full faux hawk ❤ with little curls popping out the back which was just the cutest ❤ ohh yeah cuz of dress code I wore my purple bench jacket..... With red writing... So when I got out of the truck in my wedged boots I tried to breath threw my nose but I couldent..."breath threw ur mouth dumbass" a voice in my head told me-.- gotta luv that voice❤ so I did so smart😃 umm after I froze my ass off we got let in I filled my friends than walked back to my class I'm to be in, who's in the hall as I walk by my lonesome self? Yep smart people guessed him...so I rushed past and looked at my boobs...well where there's usually boobs..for most girls lol... I'm such a flatty..but my boob tube was good 😃

New seats -.-

I plopped beside buddy we talked as my first friend well not so now blonde...well she came in and kinda looked at me the what the hell are u doing with her? Oh well I ended up working with the 'popular " group so 😃 I kept on tell myself over And over...speak up don't be shy,don't be quiet.. But nope I was quiet and shy.... Well next was math and science ...quiz... I bet I did pretty bad ... -.-

Lunch I sat with my old group idk why..

Outdoor break... Fml.

So I put on my hat animal with the attached mitts but hat as like a hood so it didn't reck my faux hawk.... So I'm talking like a rebel to a friend and how bad ass my mitts are lol -.- why do I swear and talk so ficking loud.'?

I see neon yellow out of the corner of my eye as I slightly look to she side so a neon yellow was behind me.... I start to quiet down as the colour walked by....it was a guy about my hight in a neon yellow beanie how bad ass I think...fuck! It's quiff kid. -.- shit my stupid convo loud swearing "please dig me" lol all I can think is smart ass remarks....I go hang with loners so freaken kool arnt I ? Ya da ya da ya da,,,, umm really we watched a movie and that was it then did French ..,, no gym we had sex-Ed .. -.- fml! No gym no quiff but for what ? This stupid shit! Grrrr. So finally that class was over and I walked to my locker to get squashed by gawd knows who! I get up and walk to the boot room who the fuck is outside of it? Yep u guessed right..him! I get into the boot room and look and my flat chest my boob tube shit my bra like big time showing! But as I walked past him I did a gasp kinda loud to be honest. I get on my boots like shit! Fml! I walk to the bus get on get let off and walk home with my brother me being loud as my bro runs across the road so I do to I trip slip and slide across the road! Like cars stopping to not hit me like miles away, ppl hanging up outdoor lights, kids from my bus! All most likely looked at me and stared my laughing so freaken loud how could u not miss me? So life lesson don't run in heals especially in the snow! On a road an Icy road! Ya da ya da ya da life.... Dance class😃 imma be sore tomorrow lots of the dance got done I gtg practice ❤

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