Black On White (day by day jernal)

Catch up

So I've left out a lot of detail with my super busy life lolololol well not really but I think I've left out some stuff you might want to know I might have said it earlier might not have who knows... Not me! So right now I have my hair in wet naps to curl it but like low loose beachy waves...well I'm just gonna ramble so I can like get to the middle to say some things yes the same reason about the OCD stuff before same reason so if u keep updated you will know so yeah I guess it's kinda like the little stalker ish shit I do but not really just when I. Turn my head he's there and I notice so if u don't know by now I'm speaking of quiff kid... My kinda crush ish? Well he has a quiff now! But like off to the side like a upwards flip,I'm I caught him lookng at me when we where lined up for attendance in the gym for gym My class is on one side ones on the side wall and his is across the gym, so yeah like I'm really bord so idk was that it about the details? Who knows? I might remember rambling god damn this spell check and like I hope my hair comes out like beachy waves my strate hair to dolly curls lol that would look creepy.. Well for me as my style but I don't like strate hair idk but it might just be wanting it for a day but I think I'll do more strate natural hair to give my roots a break from teasing and all that jazz.. Well this was like WAY shorter than expected! I didn't bug my patents about my septum today grr did I forget to say I have like huge cracks all over my iPod as that's what I use to like write all this with my scronny fingers...ohh now I remember I think I'm becoming anorexic again yes again.... It's like in my jeans I was always made fun of and called anorexic for my size,but I've gained a lot of weight and now i don't eat breakfast and only have a 15 min eating break so umm I have to force feed myself to eat a lunch I just feel sick to eat and want to gag when a put something in my mouth.... ( lol sounds dirty) woopsy inappropriate lol that's my mind today. Back to that I'm hungry in classes but can't eat in classes and refuse to eat and yeah idk because anorexic is your brain not wanting to eat too so yeah I'm kinda scared😰 well I'm gonna try to sleep and move because I'm tired and my fat cats laying across my lol how fun...!

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