Black On White (day by day jernal)

November 3rd 2013

so hey guys i just ot back from edmonton lol so i got 2 dresses for my pagent i ot my gown and interview dress there both completly diffrent ones cute and flowy and the other is black long and classy also ellaent.

my face have been breakin out -.- fml stresses as fuck i dont really know to much why it might be the halloween makeup thats breaking me out but what ever i got a good conceler.

i went to a wizard booth like thing and it was based on horascope and im born on a day that im both.... it just depends on what sigt or paper u read. it said what i was on the box so i went with it so i otta see whos a libra and scorpio or the day thats both like me..... it also said to make a wish and throw a coin in a fountain and i did..... 

nothing has happened yet and  thats reasonable lol, steves came true he told me so idk? 

my mind also with some influance i have decided to move on altho i might not have wanted to i deceded to move along i knew it was awkward to like the uy from camping cuz he dident have a name in this book but the cute kid is um you know kinda has a name and it had kid in it so yea... stalker mode but hes in my brothers class his locker is beside steves and steve said hes single but hes not sure... hes postative hes single but who knows hes really adorable so he might not be.

im gonna walk home with kellie to talk to her and ummm also kinda walk and stalk him lol

omfg he took "dancer" out of his bio :'( ummmm what? but hes really kinda perfectly tall and just like adorable he looks so sweet and innocent like i cant even describe it..... hes actually the only guy out of all the guys ive likes i can only see me with him like even with the camping guy i could only see it being like my first...it not being anything but this kid..... just yea...

oh did i forget to say one day (halloween) we where walking infront of him like narsh,new girl, kellie, kellies friend and fetus (narshes crush like thing person) yea fetus ditched him -.- and walked with us and my phone was ringing but i dident know  the number so i handed it to narsh to anwser it and ummm... almost ran into a sign pole ...-.-  smooth .. but it was actually my aunt calling lol so then (still halloween(i looked retarded)) when fetus got to his house we all stopped and waited for him and narsh was like yelling at him like "hi" and "whats your name" than he crossed the road and kellie said that that was his dad so im guessing he was going into a car or veichle....

oh in edmonton i accedently flung coke at a cute waiter..... O.o smooth ikr but yea im like oh well hes like 19 and lives in edmonton oh well ahahaha

omfg i found and got comic book pants <3 

you know what i guess everything does happen for a reason like i now relize that because of what narsh did i relized i needed to get over that guy and i did and this is okay like i found a new kid to stalk and i think hes much better like my type wize like the camping kid i think i only liked him because he showed intrest at first and i always fall for that.....and hes cocky and reminds me of my first bf witch i actuallly know why we dident work so idk why id go for someone the exact same ? i just need to snap into scence and idk if this kid dosent like me i can still stalk him lolololollol no but liike he sits close to look at and i can walk home ...the same way he does..... should i be ashamed of this? O.o i think i should like to tell a friend im not but if he knew.....O.o screwed id be

but no if narsh and fetus <3 they are actualy perf <3 than that kid and umm yea it would just be urgh we know what im getting at ......

idk just hes the only kid and if he dosent like me than thats okay ill find a good uy eventually.... or 65 cats <3 

okay well ill talk at ya tommorrow night watermellon <3