Black On White (day by day jernal)

November 22nd 2012 new gurl

So today in art a was bord as fuck with a suplie teacher so my project didn't get to go in the kilm the pottery dryer thingy so I painted my phone cover lol it's shows me as me. Next was math and science the new gurl was there she's pretty. I said hi as my class got sent out to the hall to line up and enter the class properly. Lol we did a test I probably JUST passed lol. So after class I waited and waited outside of class to meet the new gurl she finally comes out and I start a conversation, PIERCINGS omg that was the topic she has 10 she has an industrial too she's lucky she told and showed me her piercings and scars of old ones she has 8 cartilage her belly button, her tongue and her eyebrow she showed the the hole for her brow she dident have a piercing in but yeah u could see she comes from Ontario too and she also HAD her nose and the middle of her bottom lip so yeah. All I'm thinking is she can be the key to make me me! We talked the break away I told her about my depressions of missing people back home. She said

"I'm here for u if u need someone" as she showed me cut scars all up her wrists, images of my past flashed before me. My heart stops.... It's gonna be a wild ride I just hope we can be friends cuz really I wanna be me again😭 I'm starting to miss that old gurl 😔 can someone send her back? Lol but yeah I left her back home mabs her the her deep inside me will come out again. Gym we watched other groups from the past years so show what we do. I got to keep my piercing in quiff kid still has no quiff I don't get it but now I know it's reality so yeah I don't know what I'm truly doing with my life can I go back be a lollygagger and have fun or just be that face in the hall???? I know u say it's your life u control it well true shit...if I did I would be in Ontario I would be working I would be the most popular kid I would have more ex's it's not all me in control like today I was I did wait for the new gurl showed her around and all, so I say great job Stacey, are u proud of me? Lol I need a life, mabs if I could go back to a day but now I think shit I'm happy with won't be the same.... This story's not fake it's my true life so yeah this isn't some like awkward story it's life real shit! So just tnx for reading and I learned how to tell how many people read this shit lol so tnx 🍉

Well I'll write back later tonight

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