Black On White (day by day jernal)

October 1st 2013

k so my moods have been super off latley and i tottaly might understand like yesterday i was off my game like i was just so pissed for no good reason and also my work was showing it.. i had lots of homework witch i still do have work that i really need to get done but thats not the point 5 more days till ive hit a year in the little shit hole....wow!!! 5 days.... this book will be a year old... wow!! its just so surprizing and diffrent altho i think itll be a    new start i know it wont be..... but the first school dance!!! is the 10th of this month im exited like i honestly love getting everyone ready for it and its just a blast like even getting ready than to add at the dance i have a blast i honstly always do even if tis shitty music i like to make the best of it.. so i also did a giant thing i told narsh everything..... even my biggest secret witch is you... this book... also i told her about my little quiff kid faise witch is beyond over...and the guy i like yesterday i lost all hope im like okay theres no need to still like him i have no chance altho i really like him ya know it was just the worst mood...but kellie was there for me yesterday like i asked her to stop by and she didd i honstly cryed infront of her.... i dont cry infront of anyone... also that nigh i called gramma and cryed to her i couldent control it...but its okay now.... kellie came over today and told me somethings that i will say later on but  durring school narsh wasnt there and it was an indoor break and kim and i where yelling at narshes ex who is in steves grade (year younger) who we call fetus so we where yelling at him and mamme (steve) as they played volleyball when we watched from the mesinene witch that guy i like.... yea we was close by as we screamed loosing our voices lol...so at the end of the day i put my shit away than wait for my friend to finish up at her locker and thats at the corrner so i was waiting for her and i see him outta the blur from looking off into space and  im pretty sure he thought i was looking at him and he made a face with like duble "hey" finger gun thingys....lol awks ikr but thats what im sure i saw...

so now to what kellie told me so i finally told kellie bout that part of my day and she said.....

"oh today he came up and said catch me than jumped on my back, and said is stacey single? kellie replyed yea why? than he said no reason and walked away" 

....... ummmmmmmm??

(me inside my brain) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGG WWWWWWWWWWWWWTTTTTTTTTTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFF AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Clearly i kept my cool but ya im all like okay i tottaly like him ...

well other than the day before yesterday i got hit in the face with a a volleyball and ppl are delcaring me shorter than fetus who it called fetus for his size and i just seem taller because i wear heals....and im going to the dentist tomorrow in themorning to get my molds done than after school to get my braces put in omfg finally doone with teeth work!!! clearly my braces r gonna be on the inside like the ones on my botttomteeth lol omfg so he did get braces so hes gonnna have PERFECT teeth in like 3 year <3 me and my teeth obsession lololll

pece watermelon <3

night zzzzzZZZZZZ