Black On White (day by day jernal)

January 10th 2013

So today I woke up and got ready and I was actually ready in time and I dident get yelled at for being late ... I got yelled at for not cleaning in my extra time -.- wtf I dident have to be ready that early oh well.i got to school well practically the only horrible thing was I got I truble for my shirt -.- wtf I got away with worse ... Ppl now a days can't stand them so yeah I just pulled down my shirt so it covered my shoulders and looked ugly af! Well tomorrows outfit is more like layed back and appropriate lol I wanna be an alien lol gym I did the work outs it's not tie ring I can do all my reps like simply because I know how I build my muscles it's not helping unless u push it to Hirt that kinda sounds dirty but lol try not to think that way. When I got home I did an inspired picture on Instagram ohh yeah follow me there @ sweetiepiestaynor I'm pretty sure lol idk my dad thinks my brother and I are on drugs cuz where very loud and stupid at the table and giggly I know I am cuz I'm very sleep deprived lol and I think I have anxiety because all I could think of was the possible ways I could die and my heart rate was faster than normal cuz we test that in math class after talking about wales heart beat cuz that's so related in math lol and I'm always nervous and my hand are cold like they always have been like ice and I have Beth shaky hands like when ppl get nervous but Thats always for me. I'm so paranoid and I talk to myself 24\7 my brother actually herd me talking to myself... Awkward well il be back fb notifications lol

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Um where was I ? So talking to myself yep that's meh it as kinda awkward I also repeat everything I say under my breath my brother also pointed that out lol the things I don't know about y self lolololol okay my minds not okay ATM I feel as if I show in my posture and everything that I'm always nervous that's not good my hair was crimped today I enjoyed it well not rlly it had no volume lol.... Oh shit I frogot to do the only thing my mother asked me to do 😖 clean the kitchen I've had to for the past 3 days and haven't 😔 but where all out of dish sponges she expects me to use a cloth ....OCD so no! Lol I'm kinda tired and I'm sleep deprived so any sleep I get is good so ttyl

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