November 16th 2012 half day and home tears

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Today was only a half day at school and first half so I didn't have gym.

So I really want my face to not always be powered in makeup my face dosnt get along with 24/7 makeup. So I only used foundation where I needed it and only put on eyeliner on my top lids of my eyes no mascara. Because rlly there's no one even worth looking pretty for in any of my classes but gym.

In art I finished my teapot it's a high heal shoe cuz we had to be creative with it I made a rose with the clay a giant rose....as I was listing to very depressing music, I thought of a rose for the memories of my old school my gurlz that I love. I placed it on.

Hey Stacey the side of ur face is orange!! What like what?

Ur foundation.

Ahhhgg I whipped my face down with my sleeve.

Better?

Yeah!

Okay tnx😄

The rest of my classes were boring but it was only math and science so yeah of course it was boring.

After we where dismissed I unlocked my locker and grabbed my bag and coat I threw my bag over my shoulder and held my coat over my arm. I walked to the boot room to grab my outdoor shoes like always. But no there where two gr.9 boys in normally cuz there boot room is at the front of the school not at the gr.8 boot room we don't share a boot room I got confused as I opened the door I looked back out than walked in really are u freaken kidding me the cute quiff kid was in there as I was wearing next to no make up and a hooding and loose skinny jeans as I also had my foundation not really working the best, my hair just not fancy,and looking confused. Ohh one more thing I ten to breath with my mouth slightly opened when I see him idk if my mouth being slightly is "attractive" lol but as son as I see him anywhere my heart races and drops to my stomach of course he looked at me our eyes meet and my eyes dart to the rack to find my shoes. I calmly leave breathing out in stress as I exit the boot room to go get my brother. I did and we left for the parking lot to see mom she picks us up usually we got in the car and got home I called my gramma in tears we had a short conversation I'm really hating it here I was SOOOO SOOOO SOOOO happy to talk to Thalia she really makes me me and I'm legit dying the Stacey the really exiting Stacey is dying ad becoming "normal"😭

Well it's late im gonna go to sleep

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