Black On White (day by day jernal)

September 4th 2013

Do tidy was full of surprises like I woke up and was ready in time.... And I got to school oka and had like homeroom than options witch was okay ya know not the best and not the worst....than came gym we had a slide show and had to sit in a line alphabetical from last names so practically by no one I know I'm like 4th last ....so after the slide show.... I walk back to my line and not walking so fast so this chick run into the back of me like fully against my back and says in a low tone quietly

"Stop thinking your so tough"

So I'm confused I could tell who it was by voice and hight.... So I look at her and she's staring at me like nothing fucking happened no facial expression...

What did that mean all I am is bones and I know it she'd pound me no doubt....

And like idk we have like te following each other back and liking each others photos bond like thing ya I know I use retarded words.... So idk I don't understand like at all I'm the shy kid who never talks...and it's my second day stuck in this shitty class!

So next was French and I was down like bummed the fuck down! And with a mental group of menials me being the only girl -.-

The lunch I sat with my friends ...and like had a good time still not feeling the best about myself so the gathering sets gets silent after hearing a teacher so I look and who's getting in-treble? Non other than the guy I like........

So than we went outside and I was redeemed mostly I still sat in class and over though everything...In math and science.. Witch was okay I sat behind her of half of it.... I was so awkwarded out cuz I had to go across the room and share a textbook with this random kid I don't know at all.

So after that I have to go to my next clas my homeroom class...so I'm walking and I see that guy I like and he's looking at me I'm looking at him trying not to be awkward so once I get close he steps into the walking way away from the lockers and goes to walk beside me and I still kept my paste with my friend... So he kind got caught in the crowd so all I hear is him yell/ say loudly

"Hey squeaks"

So I was clearly running late and there was a crowd so I doesn't get to see if he meant me but I'm 99% sure he ment me because camping he would make fun / joke about my super squeaky., high pitched voice..... So yea I accadently popped a smile after e said that...so that made my day completely like no doubt! So yea idfk from them I just know I fell even harder for him...

As I tell Kim and she jokes

"Awwww he already has a nickname for you"

Omg Kim how I wish lol....

All I can see is the same situation and him singing Stacey's mom -.- cuz he did that lots and knows it bugs me lots..

So yea OMG with every bad comes a good....❤ And I believe it!

Well I stayed up super late just to write this and I'm dieing

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