Black On White (day by day jernal)

October 14th 2013

so lets just play flash back and go back 3 days to the 10th .....

the night of the dance

so i went to school and it was school i went looking like a dead fish like most days all i had on my face was conceler under my eyes and around my nose because my noes gets red and also just a little bit of mascara and lip gloss.....

so practically i foret how the day went i guess i was just really exited for the dance but also nervious and stressed and everything like that.... so i got on the bus with narsh and a new girl we (narsh and i) squashed in a seat with some other random kid while the new girl sat in a close seat.... so i started to get them ready for the dance when the others came (kellie and her friend) so i got everyon ready and kellies mom had ot us all pizza..

So after that we ended up all piling into my dads truck along with my brother and we got in the lady at the front where so welcoming and sweet and we put out coats and sweaters in the coat room place and headed to the gym as a group ish lol and they started dances I just kinda stood there cuz really it was too earlie in the dance to just party if u know what I mean but pure pressure I ended up dancing ahah jk not pure pressure just convincing ahahah.. and the little French hip hop girl jumped into the circle and we hooted and hollered like real party ppl ahah nah that's what I usually do anyways ... there was also one if her guy friends who did the same and we also screamed and hollered cuz where fucking cool! so I ended up wearing galaxy leggings with a demium button up tanktop.. with curled hair and a brown natural eye look with half falseys...❤ And my blue sneaker wedges that I wear everyday.lol so little fetus (nashes crush) was there and in the end I help get them to dance together lol when narsh get exited she's violent.... lol they where actually perfect together😍 and Kim and her boyfriend where dancing together ❤ kellie danced with some ppl whom I don't know.lol and just yea ..on a second hand the guy I like wasn't there ... Oh we'll tho shit happens... aha... but even if I Dident have a shot with him I still like to look and "stalk" guys ( cute) witch I Dident see an... wow my city...!! so yea lol of course no one asked me to Dance cuz they knew Im dating Trevor Moran ...❤ Ahahahahaha.. so that night I slept lol and kinda talked to narsh a little than Friday I went to the SPCA with kellie it was actually perfect I love animals I took lots of pictures and it was perfect! than I forget what I did that night but oh my fuck ..... so after the dance a guy told me he liked me and was being all nice and sweet so I kinda went along and I guess wheeled him .. Woopsy.... than yea on Friday I totally just ignored him like not reading his msges or answering his calls... oh Saturday I looked at gowns for the pageant ❤ no luck tho and apparently he went to my house when I wasn't home!! And that night I got all dressed up so I was wearing my leather circle skirt with thigh high burgundy socks (looked like tights) with a burgundy translucent button down shirt tucked in it was super cute so..... a cute guy brought us to our table he was like 16-18 tho :( and than our waiter was gay omg it was so cool to see a gay guy like I'm not against it at all but gay ppl r just cool I guess lol.. so my dad was singing what does the fox say and I swear everyone could hear him than Steve was making faces at some kids that had came in the he knew lol and a kid that knows me was in the resterant too .... I dropped a chicken wing on myself.......

On my way out I almost went into someone else's truck..... than I ran across the Parking lot to a max milk store and almost fell.. my family watched the Perge that night... the next day I went out shopping with my mom omfg the night of the resterant I was texting narsh till like 1:30 or so and omfg shit gets funny lol I told her bout that stalker guy who likes me and how I'm getting 65 cats but no more so she makes a joke .."opens the fridge.. oh there u r ________(crushes name) #35" ahahahahahah I couldn't even breath!!!!! 😂😂😂 she honestly cracks me up so back to Sunday I had kellie over night and we talked about dreams and watched the Miley Cyrus document... than went to the SPCA with Steve .... oh so Steve got a phone and Instagram so I gave him a shout out and the guy I like is following my brother 0.o I'm scared for my life.... but he's not following my crush back..... O.o okay than... So Monday today I went to the SPCA like I said and than Steve and I had fondo at kellies for dinner than we went long boarding and I tryed to do parcore as in jumping bench to bench and instead I hit my knee of the bench gutted myself of the bench and slid kinda into the pond... only mE....than we went to the park and raked leaves to Make a giant pile of leaves.. oh so when kellie and I where talking about dreams I told her how I got killed in my dream.. well I looked it up and it means I'm moving on like leaving my past and starting fresh.... that's scary for me... and other dreams that I had that mean the same thing... okay than... well yea hell tomorrow... ill talk to u later.

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